Our Family(BlackBangtan ff) [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter-3

Jungkook P.O.V
I cannot believe this! The person I loved the most,the person for whom I did anything I can just to make her happy,the person who had the place of a queen in my heart,she betrayed me this way. Now I know the reason why she didn't wanted to hangout with me anymore and why somedays we wouldn't meet in recess. Everything is now clear like water.
And the person whom I trusted the most,the person who was nothing but my brother,the person on whom I would rely on after my brothers. That person also betrayed me. Why? Why? Why does everyone have to betray me. Am I that bad? So bad that nobody wants me. I'm useless. I'm worthless,I'm disgusting,I'm valueless. I hate myself. I HATE MY LIFE! I HATE MYSELF!
If nobody wants me then I'll kill myself. I don't want to live in this world anymore. I'll slowly and steadily kill myself.
I found a blade on my nightstand and picked it up and went to the washroom.

I'm doing this for the first time and it scares me but right now I don't care. The thing which was my nightmare,I've already seen it with my own goddamn eyes. So this is nothing,this blade is nothing,huh! I can do this! You can do this Jungkook! Cut! Cut! Cut!

"Ahh!"I let out a whimper as I stroked the blade against my skin. Tears welled up in my eyes. But honestly it doesn't hurts more than the scene I've witnessed today.
One,then two,then three,then four.....and then I don't know how much I've hurt myself.
At one point I was being unconscious. And the whole washroom was covered with blood.
I washed all of them with water and then slowly made my way towards my bedroom. I changed my clothes in a full sleeve blue T-shirt to hide the scars and long baggy black pants.

After that I just jumped on the bed and cried my heart out and kept looking at the scars. Just then I heard a knock on my door. I was sure it was my hyungs. So I weakly went to the door and opened it.

"Jungkook-ah what happened?"Jin asked worriedly as he came inside and took me to bed and made me sit on the bed

"Did you cried? Omg your eyes are swollen"Namjoon hyung said

"Kookie please tell us what happened?"Tae hyung asked impatiently

"H-hyung, s-she c-cheated!" I said as I broke into tears and Jin hyung hugged me so did the other hyungs.

After some more crying,they all calmed me down. And asked me one by one that what exactly happened

"Jungkook-ah tell us what exsctky happened?"Yoongi hyung asked

"H-hyung,I-I-I w-was waiting*sniff* f-for her on the rooftop which hold a lot of our memories,she told*sniff* she'd come but after*sniff* 20 minutes of waiting I finally went down and saw her on the basketball field with bambam and they were making out!" I again broke into tears

"She did really bad!" Hoseok hyung said

"If she wasn't a girl I would break her nose!"Taehyung said

"Tae,if we can't break her nose,we'll break bambam's nose,he's a boy after all"Jimin hyung said and Taehyung nodded in agreement

"I don't care if she's a girl or whatever I just wanna break her bones"Namjoon hyung said

"The thing she did was very bad,what a bit-"Yoongi hyung was cut off by Jin hyung

"Yoongi,language! And don't only get angry on Tzuyu, I know what she did was wrong but bambam has also done the mistake. Now kookie,don't worry,see there's a lot of sea in the fish [Thanks to Jianhao Tan for this fish and sea thingy]"

"Uh..hyung it'll be a lot of fish in the sea"Namjoon hyung said being the scholar he is

"Yeah yeah same thing,see Jungkook,when something bad happens with you that means something good for you is being prepared by God. So don't worry and everything will be alright" he patted my back and we all went down to have dinner.