Our Family(BlackBangtan ff) [DISCONTINUED]

Chapter-7

Jungkook P.O.V
I woke up,feeling like there is a brick on top of my head. But no,it's just an internal feeling. But I remember cutting my nerve with the blade and I thought I'm dead then how come I'm alive? Is this the afterlife? But then why does it looks like a hospital room? Does the afterlife looks like this? Suddenly I remembered what happened that day,that made kill myself.

   Flashback

I was so sad and depressed that I didn't even wanted to eat. But this alienish hyung won't let me breathe for a single second

"Taehyung-ah! Please leave me alone! I don't wanna have ice cream. Go and eat with Jimin hyung!"I shouted at him who was throwing tantrum like an autistic child.

"Pleaseeeeee! Kookie,let's go! We'll have a lot of fun. Pwease?" He asked cutely as he knows I can't resist his cuteness.

"Ughsss! Fine! I'll go,but only for 1 hour,deal?"I asked,annoyed

"Yay! Ok deal!"he jumped like a kid and dragged me to the ice cream shop next to our house. We ordered our favourite flavour and the ice cream seller handed us the ice cream.

Well honestly,it made me relax a bit. I was licking the ice cream and Taehyung hyung blabbering about his 'girlfriend',Sana,who's a gold digger. She only uses Taehyung hyung for money nothing else. All of us have told Taehyung hyung about her character but he's just lost in love. I don't want the same thing happens to Taehyung that happened to me. He's to precious to be hurt.

I was almost done with my ice cream. And Taehyung got a call from his best friend Jackson and started talking and I looked into the beautiful horizon,which was as peaceful as it looks. But soon the peace faded. When I saw the scene infront of me that I would never want to see,again. Tzuyu and Bambam, together,hands intertwined,eating hot dogs by the street. And they were so touchy with each other that one time their was sauce on the tip of Tzuyu's nose and he kissed it away. Like are you kidding me?!

I couldn't bare the pain anymore so the remaining cream just fell on my feet and I ran from there. Taehyung kept on calling my name and was chasing behind me.

I came back home and quickly went to my room and all of the hyung looked at me confused. I was so frustrated,devastated and depressed that without thinking twice I took the sharp blade in my left hand and just stroke it against my right hand's nerve.

I was slowly passing out and the last thing heard before passing out was

"JUNGKOO.....

End of flashback

I remembered the scene and a tear escaped my eyes. How could you do this to me Tzuyu? Was I not enough for you? Is Bambam really better than me? Should I loose hope? Or should I wait for you?
Thinking about all this thing,I let a loud and ugly cry and suddenly I heard a very soft and sweet voice.

"You up?"a girl's voice said.I removed my hands from my eyes and saw the girl sitting infront of me. She had straight brownish-blonde hair,she also had bangs,her eyes were so dreamy and her lips curled up into a sweet smile. I may know this girl but I can't recall her

"Who are you? And where are my brothers? Jin hyung! Jin hy-"she cut me off

"Oh my God! Shhhh! Are you a baby? Or am I a rapist? Huh? Answer me Mr. Kim Jungkook?"she asked,clearly annoyed