Richies secret (reddie)

~Part 2~

A/N: I'm new to this whole website so I'm just going to leave some of my favorite Reddie fanart on the picture thing above. None of it belonges to me!!!💕💕💕💕💕💕

<Richies pov>

I fucked up.... I fucked up! shit! shit! shit! I'm still trying to think and  get through my head what just happened. then Eddie let go of my hand. he quickly pulled out his inhaler and used it.

 then we walked. we walked in an uncomfortable silence. that's weird. I thought he was going to make fun of me, call me gay, say he never wanted to see me again, but he didn't, he just walked.

 after a while we where almost at my house but Eddie suddenly pulled my arm and dragged me behind some bushes and under a big tree.

 "we need to talk" he said. 

I felt panic and anxiety fill my body, "about what?" I said pretending that I didn't know what he was talking about.

 "don't play dumb with me Richie" he said.

 "I don't know what you are talking about Eds" I said trying to hide that my stomach twisted with anxiety. I tried to walk away through the bushes again but Eddie grabbed my arm and pulled me back.  

I looked at he's beautiful face. damn he's so cute, I wanted to walk away and pretend like nothing happened but deep down I knew Eddie would never let me. "don't call me that" he mumbled.

 "well if you want to talk then talk" I said, trying to have the most normal voice possible. 

"what happened in there?" Eddie asked looking directly into my eyes. 

i looked away fast. "I.. well.. it was pennywise of corse" I said.

 "well no shit" Eddie said. I just looked at him. "but pennywise turns into your greatest fears. and.... that must mean you're afraid of....." he took pause "me?" he said almost as a question.

i just stared into his eyes opening my mouth to say something, nothing came out.

"are you afraid" Eddie started and swallowed "are you afraid of me knowing you like me?".

i didn't know what to say. now Eddie knew the truth, and he was probably going to torment me, call me things and tease me because now he knew, now he knew that i like him."I..I" was the only thing that came out of my mouth. 

"you're afraid of me hating you..." he mumbled almost to himself.

 a tear started to roll down my face. I didn't bother to wipe it away. Eddie got closer laying he's hands on my shoulders. "its ok" he said with a soft, gentle voice.

 I felt the warmth of Eddies hands and my heart started to pound faster. he looked into my eyes and I looked back. then we just stood there, staring at each other. 

Then, I felt the anger come. i pushed he's hands of me "fuck!" I yelled. 

he stared at me confused. "you're just teasing me right? now you know, and you just want to make things even worse! Fuck you! I...I...." now i felt the tears pushing trough and I let them go. they rolled down my face. 

"Richie....." Eddie said with his beautiful soft voice. why does it sound so sweet? its just Eddie! 

that was the problem, yea this was just Eddie...but Eddie, was the nicest, cutes most beautiful boy i had ever met. "this is all ITs fault!" i yelled "IT made my fear come true! now you fucking hate me, and you're even teasing me! you're such a fucking asshole! why do I like you so much?!" I banged my head into the tree and turned my back to it, sliding down on the ground and burying my head in my knees, crying. 

I just sat there for a while. not daring to look up. what if he's gone? what if i got tired of me being stupid and just left? then i felt a hand on my shoulder 

<Eddies pov>

"this is all ITs fault!" Richie suddenly yelled "it made my fear come true! now you fucking hate me, and you're even teasing me! you're such a fucking asshole! why do I like you so much?!" he banged his head into the tree and turned around sliding down to the ground putting he's head tho he's knees and crying.

I didn't know what to say. i just stared at him. he's hair was beautiful with its raven colored curls, i suddenly felt an urge to touch them, to comfort him, I hated seeing him sad. 

Richie trashmouth Tozier likes me.... and he thinks i hate him. but the thing is, i don't, i like him, i really like him.

A/N: sorry that I'm not doing much Eddies pov. I'm just trying to figure out which character I'm going to use for this scene. and Riche felt like the right one

<riches pov>

i froze and felt another hand tilting my head up. I looked up at Eddie, he had bent down and squatted beside me. "get up you idiot" he whispered.

he was smiling, not an evil smile, but a soft, nervous, happy smile. I slowly got up, my legs hurt from sitting in the same position for so long.

he laid his hands on my shoulders. and I felt my heartbeat raising again."sop touching me asshole" my voice was sore. i was so exhausted.

"Richie! stop with that!" Eddie said shaking me. "don't just assume what I feel! I'm not teasing you! don't you understand?" he half yelled holding a good grip on my shoulders. 

"no I don't actually" i said not daring to face him. he sighed, using he's hand to turn my head making me meet his eyes. "idiot..." he whispered. " i fucking like you to" he stood on his toes, grabbed the edge of my shirt and pulled me into a kiss. 

first he tensed up, but quickly kissed back. when his lips met mine all the anxiety left my body, all the thoughts left my head. all i could feel was Eddies soft lips on mine. i placed my hands on he's neck, and he started to run he's fingers gently through my hair.

then we broke apart

hope you liked that part!!!! Because I sure enjoyed writing it!!!!💕💕💕💕💕💕