Richies secret (reddie)

~part 1~

A/N: sorry if this story isn't very accurate, i haven't seen the movies or read the book (i can still be a fan so shut up) because my parents think I'm still a little baby. so this is only on knowledge from youtube, other fanfictions (etc)...

<eddies pov>

fuck! Me and Richie had been separated, I felt the panic growing in my chest and quickly grabbed my inhaler (sorry i don't know anything about asthma lol)took of the mouth piece, put it tho my mouth and pushed down the button as i breathed in, when my breathing got better i looked around in this insane house.

I heard sound coming from down the hallway, and started to walk slowly towards the door I heard the sound from. As I got closer i heard Richies voice along side with another. who the fuck is he talking to? 

now i stood right in front of the door, i heard the other voice and it-, it sounded like me! the voice was an exact copy of mine. the door was half open and I glanced into the room. it was just a big empty dusty room nothing particularly scary in it like the rest of this killer house.

 in the middle Richie stood with his back turned to me. I was about to call for him, but then I saw what he was looking at. holy fuck! it was me! Richie was standing there with someone or something that looked and sounded exactly like me!

(⚠️warning⚠️: homophobic shit)

"you like me?" the copy of me said, "that's disgusting you fucking fag!". Richie seamed to almost get hit by its words and took a step back. fag... i hated that word.

"Eddie....." he said with a low almost desperate voice. "Eddie what?!" the copy said as it stared at Richie whit disgust "do you really think I like you back!? I HATE you" the copy said and laid a lot of power in the word hate. I understood that this was one of pennywise's creations, and I wanted so badly to shout Richies name and tell him that the thing standing there wasn't me, but something told me not to. "Eddie please. We have to get out of here....." Richie said, his  voice coming out as a stifled sob "before it gets us". 

 "and why would  i want to come with a fag? can't you just leave me here? go to you're Little spot and carve R+E on the fence?? huh?" the copy almost shouted. "h-how did you find out?" Richie stutterd, his voice still low. "awww is the little gay bitch crying over his crush?" the copy said. I couldn't se Richies face but i was sure that he was crying. "you fucking fag you should probably just let it kill you". 

 that was enough. I couldn't tolerate someone or something  talking like that to him. I ran into the room and grabbed Richie making him face me "listen Richie, that" i pointed to the copy of me that was slowly transforming into the terrifying clown "is not me we have to get out of here now".

 Riche nodded slowly tears still falling down he's face. I looked back at IT, pennywise was smiling ITs evil disgusting smile and walking slowly towards us holding a red balloon. I grabbed Richies hand and ran out the door, out of the house, while dragging him behind me. When i got out of the house I just kept running, to scared to look back, and first after my breath became unstable I stoped and let go of Richeis hand.

i really don't know what this is. and I'm not really good with english, but i like writing and I'm going to continue even if nobody reads it💕💕💕💕💕💕