I'll Think 'Till I Die

1. Personal Note

               I have always been an weird and unknown kid that spent too much time on the computer, playing video games and loving to talk with his internet friends. I could never integrate in the real society and I always been frustrated to how so. What was I doing wrong that I couldn't get to my colleagues and also be treated as one of their own? For my first eight years of school, I had three or four close, and only, friends who I would spend all my time with and had all my trust in them.

                 Then high school came I wanted to make an mentality change, becoming a better person that is known, not for his mediocre style of life or for being silent and shy. I wanted to be big! I wanted to know almost every difficult subject and to be better in everything, I knew. So, ironically ... I started thinking. Thinking about everything: What do I have to do to become better? What are the simple steps I have to take to get there? How serious I am, maybe risking everything, for this road? Almost all my life became clearer and clearer that the things I miss the most, have always been in front of me.

               Now, I am almost 19 years old and I want to graduate an Electromechanical University, I have a lot of friends and I feel happier as before because, I found a reason of why thinking can be actually fun and useful and how being an intellectual, can be an interesting quest. Not only that, I have also been on TV shows for at least three times in 2 years, I have been working with university teachers, physics inspectors and many other important people. Have I stopped thinking so much after time have passed so many happy events? Not a single second, but I learned to take breaks, to feel every moment and also enjoy them. Also, someone once told me: "It's better to live your life being dumb, than trying to be smart, because You will have no worries left". I started to love that quote but, even though it's simpler, once you start this adventurous course, You'll also start maybe liking the hard part as much as I like it.

               Also, here you will find different topics to think about, that may be difficult to understand at first. Don't be afraid, to come back to read a chapter again. Try to understand why something is not as you expected it to be and try to learn to feel less affected by changing into a morally correct being. Life is hard and harsh but maybe, It's because you haven't found the essence of it. All my life, I have been named a stupid maniacal boy for trying to be unique and different from the rest of the cattle. My first physics teacher told me that I have no clue about what this discipline is about and that I should never try to understand It because, I am not capable of. Now I feel somehow grateful for that experience, without her discouraging words, I would have never discovered my true meaning and my favorite subject of conversation.

               Before you start reading the actual book, I hope you understood the real message of this whole biography look-alike. If I, a sore loser, can manage to get so far by the age of 18 just because, I realized thinking and following the way of the intellectual isn't a bad thing, YOU can do it TOO! So, stop trying to be someone you are not and start growing your real face out.