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#sleep diary 89

it's the 16th of September! tomorrow is my birthday!

i think i'm too excited... that's why i can't sleep right now :(

a lot of good and bad things happened to me this month, don't worry mostly good!

the first thing is that eunsang talked to me first! i stuttered too much in front of him, i need to calm down a bit. how am I supposed to if my ultimate crush is in front of me?

a few days back there was a rumour he was dating a girl in our grade. what was her name again? choewon? cheewon? chaewon! her!

she's so pretty so I guess why they started dating, they're basically the queen and king of our school. while I'm just a peasant.

it's okay minhee, you can make your own kingdom when you are famous.

well... if you do get famous, you might end up on the road.

moving on, my nightmares have died down a bit. well, they're still there.

although i've only had one dream repeating every time i actually sleep.

( i haven't been sleeping that much )

drowning? it's one of my biggest fears now. so much i didn't participate in the yearly swimming event at school.

is it just me?

why is it only going to me? is there something wrong.

please answer me.

minhee had totally forgotten about his birthday after writing in his book.

he was getting tired, and he wanted to sleep so bad.

minhee was excited though, as he could finally be happy on a very special day.

a day he used to call 'one step closer to death' to, 'a day he could do whatever he wanted'.

he was out of the bad mindset, it was lucky he was able to overcome the bad thoughts. it was a time before he became a senior.

 minhee was excited for something else as well. he didn't tell eunsang that it was his birthday, but he had agreed to spend time with him after school.

minhee was feeling gleeful, he was able to spend his birthday with his crush.

nothing could go wrong, everything was going just as minhee planned.

oh.. well so he thought.