cuddles .✺ MINISANG

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| 12:15AM |

#sleep diary 138

it's...it's thursday night.

tomorrow is friday and...i'm really really scared.

not at the fact that eunsang would reject me, just that we won't be friends anymore after this.

i don't want that.

i can't really turn back now, after all, i already dyed my hair and other stuff.

would it be best if we weren't friends after that?

no, i don't think so, maybe he would think so.

please please, please.

gosh, i feel like crying all of a sudden.

nope, not today.

it's getting all over the paper, i'll just end it here.

good luck to me I guess.

goodnight.

minhee laid in bed for the whole day.

he couldn't think he just didn't feel well about the day after today.

thoughts of, what if he rejects me? will we be friends still? will he hate me?

Forever?

there was no motivation left in him and he was thinking about backing down.

he already liked someone else he thought.

his phone rang.

turning it over it was the special contact calling, lee eunsang.

☏ LEE EUNGEUNG IS CALLING... ☏

pick up? ✔︎

"hello?"

"minhee? hey, i didn't see you at school today."

"i know, i was just...feeling under the blue."

"oh okay, get better soon yeah?"

"i will don't worry."

eunsang hums in acceptance, silence follows after as minhee looks up at his ceiling not knowing what to say.

"i...junho already had a date."

minhee turns his head to the phone on the desk.

"really? that's a bummer."

"yeah, i guess."

"you'll find someone else by today, you have everything a girl or guy wants." eunsang giggles over the phone.

"yeah but there's this one person i'm trying to get."

the blonde boy frowns.

"who?..."

"well he has freckles, his eyes disappear when he smiles it's cute and he looks great in pink."

he must be really pretty...

minhee stays silent while eunsang continues.

"but...i can't seem to get the confidence to ask him, seemingly i didn't see him around the school today."

"that's quite unlucky, you should ask him tomorrow I'm sure he will accept you."

"i really hope he does, he's quite clueless."

"yup...well I have to go now eunsang, thanks for the chat."

"yeah, see you tomorrow? promise pleaseeeeee?" he says cutely, minhee giggles.

"yeah sure."

they both end the call.

the blonde sighs, "maybe it is impossible to get the person you want." he mumbles.

"fighting minhee!" he throws his fist in the air, laughing at himself at how stupid he probably looked.

he closes his eyes, slowly falling asleep.