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Y/N= you
Billie= Billie Eilish
self harm warning ⚠️
Your Pov:
"i'm not good enough for billie." you say into the mirror.
"look at me i'm stupid and ugly."
"why is she even with me."
"i hate myself."
you took the edge of an old razor blade and pushed it against you skin.
"i hate myself i'm the worst."
blood draws from your arm as your sobbing your tears falling onto the bathroom floor.
"i'm the most ugly worst girlfriend she could have."
your sobs fill the room and you forget everything around you.
Billies Pov:
it's been a long day today you had to fit in two interviews and get back home by 10pm to see your beautiful amazing gorgeous girlfriend.
you knock on the door but see it's open so let yourself in.
"baby i'm home!"
you hear faint sobs coming from the bathroom.
"baby? are you ok where are you."
you hear it coming from the bathroom.
you walk upstairs and burst through the bathroom door.
Your pov:
"baby what are you doing oh my god." billie says shocked.
"i-i-i'm not good enough for you i hate myself." you say tears rolling down your cheeks.
"angel come here." billie pulls you into a tight hug.
"don't hurt yourself like that never hurt yourself oh baby." billie says rubbing your back.
"i'm sorry." you say crying into her shoulder
"don't be sorry come on angel let me clean those cuts."
"a-alright."
"there you go." billie say wiping the blood from your soft wrist.
"th-thank you." you say trembling.
"baby never say that stuff about yourself your gorgeous angel you have a perfect body and beautiful face, in my eyes, your perfect."
"th-thank you so much baby i-i love you so much." you say pulling her into a hug but tears still rolling down onto her shirt.
"i love you i love you so much y/n." billie says pulling you into a passionate kiss.
you let her soft lips touch yours and melt into her arms.
"you have to promise me one thing y/n."
"o-ok."
"you will never talk about yourself like that and you will never hurt yourself again if you ever need someone to talk to about anything you will come to me."
"i promise."
"i love you."
"i love you too." billie whispers kissing you on the forehead.
