I want to be free like the ocean and not worry about the daily chores of life. I don't want to be judged on how messy my bed is or how greasy my hair is. I don't want to worry about being late or accidently leaving someone on read or even just having someone mad over not wanting to talk to them because I get like that.
I want to be free from my forest fire thoughts and drown them away. I get so endulged in these thoughts that it takes everything from me.
But then I remember every single destruction has taken place because of the ocean. I am that breezy spring day out on the water but I am that cyclone that destroys everything. Large waves and bellowing winds.
But that's the thing...
Everyone is destructive.
Everyone can be a sweet spring day too.
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shower thoughts;💫
PoetrySo this is a book of random writings of mine and a few random poems that I have found and would like to share ⚠️TW: ED, SH, Anxiety, Sexual Harassment, Childhood trauma, Racial Trauma,R*pe⚠️