keep on kissing [skk]

my strange addiction

"For God's sake! Please Ryu, be active in some classes. They will not write you a note or something like this.And you're so boring, by the way.." Chuuya murmured while drinking his chocolate milk. He chewed the pipe in his mouth as he looked around bored. The canteen was very crowded. But Chuuya and Ryu found the quietest part. "Stop scolding me like a baby. Let me not remind you that the professor has girlfriend." When Akutagawa said reckless, Chuuya's eyes were filled with tears again. Akutagawa laughed out loud when he saw that Chuuya was quiet and edge of crying. It was rare that Akutagawa laughed like this. But he did not react to this laugh of Akutagawa. "It still sounds like a joke to me, Chuuya. But I see you're really in love with him. " He shrugged his shoulders as he bit the apple in his hand. Chuuya didn't answer, and leaned his chin on his arms on the table.

By this time, a shadow had fallen on their table. Chuuya looked up without raising his head: "Oh, Atsushi?"

The boy with white hair and a strange eye color with a strange haircut snuggles his books tightly to his chest. His finger snaps were white. "Uhm, hi..." Red-head leaned back on his chair and shook his head. "Hi, Atsushi. You want something? Or is something happen?"

The moment Chuuyan's gaze shifted to Akutagawa, he noticed that he was blushing. Chuuya had a grin on his face. So the reason Akutagawa blushed was Atsushi. But his grin immediately vanished. The reason for this was what Atsushi said: "Professor told me that you should go to his class after history class. H-he wanted to talk about something."

Chuuya was confused. He wonder why Dazai want to talk with him? "Do you know why he want to talk with me?" Atsushi shook his head nervously "N-no, I don't know ... Anyway, I have to go." Atsushi quickly left. His cheeks were slightly flushed.

Chuuya would talk about it later. But now he had a bigger problem.

"Shut up,Tachihara. If you don't want to listen to my lecture, you can go outside. But i'll not write any note, know it." Sakaguchi shouted angrily at Tachihara.

Sakaguchi Ango, the most angry but also the most calm professor at the university. And certainly the most knowledgeable history professor.

Chuuya loved the history lesson, but certainly not an angry professor. Sakaguchi was very angry, especially if there was a misinterpretation of what he was talking about.

Today Chuuya was extra tense. Because the professor was angry, and today Dazai attended their class.

There was definitely a hint he left. And Dazai understood that.

"In which era, a man and a woman were start to married?" Sakaguchi asked strictly. He showed Tachihara with his hand and gestured for him to stand up and answer. Tachihara replied in an unconcerned and mocked way as he stand up "This is the day when God made people, my teacher. So marrying and making love are almost the same concepts, making love is the first purpose of people, so when humans were created, they start to married."

Dazai couldn't help but giggled his answer. That was a stupid answer, and Chuuya also giggled.

"Wrong,Michizou! In the bronze age, a man and a woman started married, you idiot!" Chuuya laughed that everyone started laughing. Suddenly, his gaze stuck on Dazai and he blushed.

Dazai looks at him and smiles warmly.And Chuuya melted.

He was acting like a teenager girls, but he couldn't control himself.

"Can you explain it, Ango?" Dazai softly asked with a smile on his face. Sakaguchi nods nervously as he sat down on his chair. "Well, listen me, dumbasses! Think about it, if people in the stone age were stupid, how could they marry? And they lived in the cave, they fucked the women in front of them, and women didn't look at who they were having sex with! At that time, it didn't matter who made love to them, they only wanted members for their fucking tribes. Do you understand, idiots? It's so simple, just listen carefully!"

All the students blushed and leaned their heads on their desk with shame. Only Dazai's laugh filled auditorium "In the past, people didn't have a sense of morality, there were no concepts of honor! And we're talking about the stone age! So keep in your minds like this! " Sakaguchi said again after hitting his hand on his desk, "Do you understand, Tachihara? Why didn't people get married in the stone age?" Tachihara shook his head, chuckling naughty, and Chuuya looked at him with a disgust.

As soon as Sakaguchi began to explain the new lesson, Chuuya understood that why Dazai had been attending. It was a lesson of civilization and Dazai contributed.

Chuuya wanted to take his notebook out of his bag and write his emotions on paper with his pen while dreaming about Dazai. But all of a sudden he realized that his notebook wasn't in his bag.

Here he shit. He had definitely left his notebook in the literature class, and Dazai had found it.

Chuuya felt his throat dry. Cold sweat began to drain. "What if he throws me out of his class? What am I going to do without seeing him? What if he doesn't write me a note and I can't pass?" he began to whisper as if he were mad.

He wanted to cry, he felt helpless. He didn't want the lesson to end, he didn't want to go talk to Dazai alone.

"Nakahara-kun, are you alright?" The moment Dazai's soft voice filled his ears, he was stripped of his own thoughts.

Chuuya didn't want to lose him. He wanted to see and hear him every day, even from afar.

Ginger nods nervously. At the same time he realized that Sakaguchi wasn't mad at him. He wasn't listening, but the professor wasn't mad. Actually, Professor wasn't mad at him until now, but sometimes Chuuya was doing things that would make the professor angry. Yet Sakaguchi was never angry with him.

Wasn't that weird?

After the history lesson was over, Chuuya stood up nervously, put his backpack on his back and left immediately. He was crushed under Dazai's soft gaze, felt small and wanted to kiss Dazai madly in the middle of the class in a way that he didn't understand.

Someone grabbed Chuuya's arm. And with that, Chuuya was strainedly turned away, relieved when he sees Tachihara: "Um, you dropped your phone in the class." Tachihara softly, with a blush on his cheeks, said. Chuuya nodded as he took his phone and smiled softly "Thank you, Tachihara."

Chuuya turned around and met Dazai who leaned against the door and watching him.

"Why is he watching me?" Chuuya thought.And there was a blush in the most beautiful shades of pink on his cheeks. His professor had a completely different effect on him, each time he felt his legs were weakened, unable to stand.

Seriously, love was a wine, a drink, and the person who drank it was never sober, always felt drunk.

Chuuya parted of his own thoughts and began to move towards the Professor's room. He even had his own room, he was truly a genius and everyone had great respect for him. And of course everyone was in love with him, at the same time. At the University of Yokohama's instagram confession page, almost everyone who had a crush on Dazai wrote a confession. Some of them had gone too far, even writing bed fantasies about him. When Chuuya read these confessions, his cheeks flushed out of both embarrassment and jealousy and anger.Who can share the person human love? Would anyone want to their crushes be a material for the other people's bed fantasies?

So Chuuya especially hate it.

Chuuya stood in front of his door. His hands were shaking, but he knocked on the door. "Come in." Dazai's soft voice filled his ears and he opened the door. As he stepped in, ginger gulped. Dazai was already on foot."Welcome, Nakahara." Dazai smiled as takes redhead's notebook in his hand. Chuuya only staying silent, because he tensed and if he try to speak, he can start to cry.

There is a weird silence between them. But Dazai broke it with his sudden question: "Do you have any relationship with Tachihara?" He asked calmly, but there is some sttange feeling too. "W-what kind of question is it, P-professor?.." Chuuya murmured but he again blushed.

Dazai again smiles, with Chuuya's response. Then he handed the notebook to his petite and shaky student : "Take it. You left it in class." Chuuya take a deep breath and grabs his notebook, and quickly turned to around "Thank you.". Chuuya again softly muttered and wanted to quit. But Dazai said with a deep breath "Is there anything you want to tell me?"

Chuuya tensed more. Here he shit, he really fucked up this time.

finallyyyy i finish the chapterrr. and what do you think, will chuuya say it or nah? again sorry for my mistakes 🙏🏿