I am a man
I don't like dresses or doll's
I don't like long hair
I don't like make up
I don't like being called she/her
Why doesn't anyone notice that I am not a girl?
I feel so alone
No one gets me, everyone just think it's a fase.
That I will grow over it.
But I won't.
I was so confused for so long.
I didn't understand myself,
I didn't know what was going on.
I didn't know why this was happening to me.
One day it got to much for me.
I stopped eating, I wantend to take control of me again.
I hoped that when I concentrated on that I wouldn't think about the rest anymore.
It worked, for a bit and then it got worse.
I felt lonelier then ever before.
No one understood me.
When I found out about 'transgenders'
A world openend up for me.
I wasn't alone in this.
And I could become how I really was.
Because I am a Man
It took al while to get were I am today.
I still struggle every day with food and I still feel alone sometimes.
But It is allot better then it was before.
