𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐘. |𝐗𝐗𝐗𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐈𝐎𝐍

𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐄 𝐀𝐓 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐇𝐄𝐋𝐃 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌 𝐀𝐍 𝐄𝐌𝐏𝐓𝐘 𝐒𝐄𝐀𝐓 𝐀 𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐇 𝐎𝐅 𝐋𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓

—JAHSEH
love, seems like everyone falls in or out of it. knowing myself and how desperately in need i was for love now it feels like once i'm close enough to have some type of love it soon makes
me believe me being alone is a better choice.

i want, i need it but soon those corrupting thoughts fade away little voices come back snapping me out of my dreams telling me to wake up and get back to reality.

valentine's day is coming up and all i can think about was her.

getting off my bed i take a paper writing on it. i soon looked at it flaring my nostrils crumbling it up i just freestyle.

"You press the knife against your heart
And say that, "I love you so much, you must kill me, now"

imaginations of my memory came back and of course she came up into my mind, taking this time to express how i feel, letting my mouth move letting the words drip down from my tongue.

the microphone captured every mistake i did retaking the parts i soon edit it
to my best perfection smiling as i got the best master piece i went to sound cloud uploading it. going on twitter to tell them it's uploaded i look back to the opened tab.

soon i seen people commenting and liking waiting a while i click the side of the three little dots seeing the delete button pressing on it for a second i soon breath out deleting it from my sound cloud.

february 22, 2015

↳walking around a familiar room i see white walls with hallways one looking longer than the others. as i walk through the room my heart speeds up-

i've been in this room before.

or was the person who rebirth into me once here? this room gave me anxiety there was was a very uncomfortable silence. seeing a light on in a room i open it up seeing a girl on the ground. her skin was as white as snow her lips a dark color of purple clothes dangling on her fragile figure.