Blinded by the world

"Her"

She was always on my mind every day I miss her every day but she found someone better then me I hope they treat her better then I ever will her blonde shiny hair and her light green forest eyes she was everything I loved about the world and now she's gone with someone else we stayed up and laughed and talked about life and every time I seen her my heart always skips a few beeps I can never amount to anything is it wrong to say I miss her? is it wrong to say I still see her in my mind smiling and just warms my heart? is it wrong I want to forget her? why is she on my mind every day is this obsession? I hate it it's disgusting I need help I want to get her out of my head I went from stealing to hitting my head against my wall to trying to date anyone to get my mind off her, I wish I can go back in time and tell myself to be kind and control yourself and just enjoy her from afar and never fall in love I need help she's just a person on the fucking internet miles away from me we will never work out...