[PERRIE]
"i'll marry this girl." i said, when i entered my house.
"you're still not over her?" my best friend, jesy said.
but no, i'll never be over her. i was never over her. i love jade and i'll never meet anyone like jade. for all i know, if i'll marry someone, it'll be jade.
"perrie louise edwards, you're out of your mind." jesy said. but no. i don't care about what she says or thinks. this time, i'm only listening to my heart.
and what my heart is telling me is that i love jade.
that i'll love her forever.
"i don't care what you say!" i said.
"well, then spend the rest of your life with regrets!" jesy said. am i really going to regret it? no... i won't. i need jade.
"jesy, no one ever cared about me like that. no one kissed me like that. i love her, she loves me too!" i told her.
"well, that's because you're only 22 yet! you have many more years to live, you can find anyone better!" she said.
"what if i don't want that anyone better? what if i want jade?" i said. it was true.
"just go to sleep perrie. you are not okay." she said.
her words kinda... broke me. i was okay! i wasn't out of my mind! she doesn't even know jade that well!
all i wanted was to cry myself to sleep.
/morning/
i woke up, and all i wanted to do was visit jade's house. i checked my clock... 6 am. perfect.
i took my coat and started running.
when i finally was at jade's house, i called leigh-anne.
/phone call/
l: perrie? why are you calling me this early?
p: i need you right now, i'm outside. can you come for a few minutes? and don't wake jade up.
l: um... okay...
*leigh opens the door*
"hi perrie" leigh said to me.
"so leigh... i'm going to propose to jade."
"oh my god! perrie, that's awesome!!"
"so... since you know her well, i'm going to need your help a little bit."
"sure!"
"so... i want to kiss her underneath the mistletoe.."
"that's so nice!"
"any ideas where can i do it?"
"it can't be our house. she'll notice it... but maybe... wait! jade once told me about you and her watched the sunrise at your terrace!"
"yeah?"
"do it there!"
"in my terrace?"
"yes!"
"but the top of my terrace... half of it is closed."
"that's where you can hang the mistletoe!"
"okay so, i'm going to go and pick the ring"
