"Wait..what?" I said. I didn't expect her to react like that.
"Perrie I'm- I- I just c-can't do this" she said to me.
I was shaking.. fuck Perrie, you shouldn't have done that.
She ran downstairs and I ran after her. I kept apologizing but she didn't say anything. She ran to the door and kept running. Then she turned around and looked at me. She smiled, then turned back and ran. That smile.. that damn smile. Jade really was my dream.
[JADE] She kissed me... on the lips. On. The. Lips. It felt strange but I kind of liked it, but I can't really think about anything between me and Perrie. She was nice of a friend, a close friend but I didn't want nothing more than that. Even if the one I'll spend the rest of my life with will be a woman, it wasn't Perrie. She didn't feel like the one for me. I leaned back and for all I know, I was shaking the whole time. I didn't know what to do but I really wanted to get out of there. Now. I looked back at Perrie and smiled at her. Then I just kept running. To nowhere.
[PERRIE] I ran to the couch. This was probably the worst mistake I've ever done. I'm so stupid. As I was thinking about what I did, my eyes suddenly got wet. Then... a tear fell to my cheek. Another one... one more... With my deep thoughts and my unstoppable tears, I cried myself to sleep.
10.00 pm
[PERRIE] "Perrie!!"
"Perrie, please wake up!!"
"Perrie are you okay??!"
"PERRIE?"
"PERRIE?!?"
I woke up from my nap with Jesy in front of me.
"Y-yes?"
"Why were you crying" she sat to my couch.
"Is it because of Jade?"
She really thinks I'm into Jade. Well yes I am. But from her reaction when I kissed her, she didn't like me back.
"W-when she came to breakfast..." "I kissed her.." "Then she softly pushed me and.. ran." "Then she smiled at me."
I couldn't keep myself from blushing while saying the last sentence.
Jesy looked at me sadly.
"Aw Perrie... maybe she isn't just the one for you." "Or that you met just 4 days ago."
"Jesy, it was love at first sight..." "Jade's my dream... I don't care if we met just. 4 days ago.." "I... I lo-love her."
My voice cracked at the last sentence.
Jesy smiled at me.
"Should I make dinner?" she asked me.
"I don't know, can you?" I said while laughing.
She laughed after me.
"I'll try! What will I cook Ayesha when we get married? Eek!!" she smiled to me.
Ayesha was Jesy's girlfriend. As how I said, they met at school.
Suddenly... Ayesha and Jesy reminded me of me and... Jade. Jadey. My Jadey. Only MY Jadey.
"I-I'm going for a walk" I stuttered while saying.
"Okay" Jesy mumbled.
I took my coat & keys and left.
[JADE] I was getting really really scared. It's 10 pm and I can't find my way back home. Leigh isn't answering my calls. Neither is Andre. I got tired of walking and sat down in a street. Some minutes later I continued walking. I was so scared and honestly thought I was gonna die. I started thinking about Perrie. Her ocean eyes. Is she thinking about me too? Probably not. I'm just one of the ordinary people she kissed in her life. Nothing more than that. Suddenly I heard a voice. Which seems similar.
"Jade?"
She held me by my shoulder.
"P-Perrie?" I said. I couldn't believe it was her.
"Perrie I am so scared" I said and got closer to her.
"I'm so sorry of what I did earlier today" she said.
"So sor-"
She was about to say, but I cut her.
"You don't need to be sorry, Perrie" "I overreacted" I said.
"I shouldn't have kissed you Jade" I said.
"It's okay" I whispered.
"Can you walk me home?" I asked her. I didn't wanna walk alone.
"Of course!" Perrie said. I smiled to her.
[PERRIE] We started walking to her house together. She was shaking all the time. There was an awkward silence but I didn't wanna break it at all. We arrived at her house. She rang the bell. A kind-of-black girl with curly hair opened the door.
"Oh my god! Jade!!" she shouted and hugged Jade.
"I forgot my phone at Andre's, I was so worried about you!!" she continued.
Then she turned to me.
"Thank you miss for bringing Jade" she said.
"It's okay, no problem" I said to her. She smiled and Jade turned towards me.
"Good night Pe- Pez" she smiled while saying Pez.
I liked her nickname. So I used mine to her.
"Good night Jadey" I said.
She smiled to me and went inside. I sighed.
Maybe- MAYBE WAS THE CURLY HAIRED GIRL WAS HER GIRLFRIEND?!
I shouldn't be jelaous but I was.
I walked back home.
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853 words ahhh 😆 I hope y'all liked this episode! Well I enjoyed writing this because the romance stuff starts HERE. I got 50 reads! I'd never think that would happen so thank you guys! Love u all! Bye! 🖤 a cute jerrie pic to bless ur day:
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