dont hurt yourself (a gerard way fanfic)

im not afraid to keep on living

Becklyn had told me I could stay at her house for a little while. We went back to my house and I got everything I had. I was really upset seeing everything that belonged to my mum. On our way to beckltns house I remembered I gave Gerard my number and my phone buzzed in my pocket

'Is your mom okay? Gee xx' as I read the message I felt a tear roll down my cheek.

'Uhm.. Well no. We showed up and they said she had passed away. Viv xx' I put my phone back in my pocket. We arrived at becklyns house and her mom and dad gave me a hug. I guess Becklyn told them. I went up to becklyns room and sat on the chair in her room. "You okay viv? You need anything?" Becklyn asked worried. "Oh no its okay.. I'm okay just I need sometime to be alone I'll go out on the porch." I said walking out of the room and down stairs. I sat outside and my phone went off once again.

'Oh my gosh I'm so sorry are you okay..? Gee xx'

I read the text.

'Why are you saying sorry? It wasn't tour fault and yes I'm okya just I have to adjust viv xx '

I texted back. I remember the day me and my mom got kicked out of our house because dad was mad.. Then Gerard texted back.

'Where are you staying? Maybe you could coke over to the hotel to have some people to talk to? Gee xx' I was shocked of what he said.

'Uhm would that be okay viv xx '

'Of course. Gee xx'

He gave me the address and me and Becklyn went to the hotel to find Frankie on the couch sitting on mikey. "Frank.... Can't....breathe...." Mikey gasped. "Oh shut up I am not that heavy" frank said.

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