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8th Grade Betrayers 😰

• 8th grade (I'm 13) •

I never thought that Ava and Eva were just using me for popularity...But they were this whole entire time.

They started growing separate ways from me and not wanting to hangout with me anymore.

Ava in the other hand never left my side. It was Eva who left us. Alone.

Eva close to the end of our friendship was very mean and called me names turning into Karen and Ryan.

That's exactly where she ran off too. Avas own sister went to the EVIL. Literal evil bishes.

Eva started going to Karen to probably planning out my death trap.

Not literally, but the worst trap ever.

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That trap I won't talk about here. Because it's kind of embarrassing.

Now I see in the halls is...Karen,Ryan and Eva walking in that group of 3. While there's still Me and Ava walking together in the halls.

I feel terrible for whatever I did to Eva to ditch me and our friendship for the meaner people.

Ava at least still hangs out with me, she thinks positive of me and not negative of me. While Eva does, she thinks I did something to her.

When I really didn't, Karen punched me while Ryan tried once again to take off my shirt.

God, I fucking hated it when he tried to do that. Yes I swore for the first time in this book. I'm 13 ok? You can't blame me.

I'm still getting regular periods and other things. God I still hate it and can't get it out of my head.

I can't stop texting Ava about Eva and Ava just says "why do you care about her?" Well I have no idea, maybe because she was my bff and I still care about her.

Ava just tells me I should forget about her. While I'm still trying to get her out of my head. But I cannot for some reason.

I think I'm ugly...those prowl are right, the reason Eva left was because I'm to ugly and fat for her.

Ava always says I'm beautiful just the way I am. But I don't feel beautiful, I feel ugly.

Jake however, stuck with me my whole middle school life. Jake never thinks I'm ugly. Jake is like Ava with that.

Jake always tells me I'm cute and hot. I blush when he says these things. Oof.

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That's chapter 9 done!! Chapter 10 will finally be freshmen year/present time!

See you in chapter 10!!
Bye!!
-Rylie 🙃
Word Count- 423