Broken Hearted <Shawn Mendes>

7th Grade Party P.3

*Flash back to Shawns get together *

I had got ready at Shawns house, because he wanted me to look good, not like slutty. Not like I do. He just wanted to make sure I picked it out, other than my sister. My long blonde hair, was curled, ringlets all around my head, and down my back. A head band on my forehead. To make my hair POP out more.

My make up, which Shawn fought me about, but i won, he thinks i look good without make up, though. I put light cover up on my face, covering my flaws. White eye shadow on my lid, and black on half of it. Eye liner on my bottom of my lid, and a wing on the top of my eyes. I put mascara on, which made my eye lashes look long.

"Shorts or sweats?" Shawn rummages through all the clothes i had brought over. "If you were shorts, your gonna wear a belly shirt. If you were sweats you are gonna wear a tee shirt. Okay?"

He had always been good with clothes boys will like, well, cause he is a boy, and because all the tumblr girls wear these. "Uh. Sweats," i shake my head yes, waiting for his answer. "I really wanted you to say shorts, i want to see you in a belly shirt," he winks at me, but i just laugh at him. "Fine, but Matt isn't gonna like me if i look like a slut, like you said," i pointed out.

"Sweats, and a belly shirt?" He looks at me, "Whatever," i respond. He grabs his cousins belly shirt, that was loose on me, and went to my belly button. I was wearing a sports bra, so when he threw the shirt, i just changed right there. Shawn gasped, "When did you get your belly button pierced?!"

"Why are you looking at me?" i rolled my eyes, tugging the shirt over my curls. "And i got it in the summer." He hands me my pants quickly, as i say "Turn around right now!" once he does, i stripped fast, and pulled my sweats up. "Will Matt like it, Shawn?"

When his eyes found his way to me, they searched over me for seconds long. "You look wow.." He said in awe. ''I wish i was him.." He muttered. "What was that?'' I asked, not knowing what Shawn had just said. Like i knew, but didn't understand at all.

"People are coming, let's go downstairs," he suggested.

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"Truth or dare, Kass?" Shawn asked, as Matt sneaked his hand around my waiste as we sat on the ground, in a big circle, around all his guy friends. "Hmm. Truth?" I say, i was nervous to say dare, because Shawn would make me kiss Matt or something, but I haven't had my first kiss.. So.

"Uh," he ponders, "is it true you like Matt?" He knew it was, but i guess he wanted to embarrass me.

"Yes.." i whispered, "What was that?" Matt asked, leaning towards me. "Yes." I looked over at Shawn who had a sad glare in his eyes. Which I haven't ever seen him have.

We had gone through lots of them, boys had to kiss, but no one dared me to kiss anyone, thank god.

"Truth or dare Shawn?" Matt chuckles, knowing what he was going to say. "Dare," Shawn sits up all brave, and ready. "I dare you, to kiss Kassydee," he grins.

My mind went blank, my heart skipped beats. "Do I have to?" i stutter out. "Are you afraid?" Matt asks, "you don't have to. If you're scared." He was just trying to make me mad, and do it. Which was working. "Come on, one kiss," Shawn said, "it's not hard, watch." He reaches over grabbing my head, connecting our lips. I didn't know what to do, so i just sat there, until he moved his mouth. Which i guess, we ended up really kissing.

My first kiss was with my friend friend, next to the boy I liked.