My stepfather's child

the plan

My mom wasn't always a crackhead. She had long light brown hair that stopped to her butt. She had a well paying job. Her and my father was together until I turned 7. Then she got pregnant with my four year old sister. She met and married Eric when Ny was two. Then she got hooked on drugs. Thats when he started abusing me. ...

(Present day)

I just put Noami to bed and my crack addicted mother is pasted out in her bedroom. Eric is no where to be found Thank God. I'm not up for anything to night but sleep. I took my shower and headed in my room. I locked my door and threw on my clothes and as soon as I was about to laid down. Eric broke down my door " You thought a lock was gone keep me from MY pussy." He threw me on the bed and ripped of my pants. "Eric get off of me!" I felt a sting across my face he slapped and punched me. "Shut up bitch if you wake your sister up I will make her my new bitch" he said. He forced himself inside of me while I cried silently.. After a hour later of that sick, pathetic man touching me he left the house again..Thank God. I got in the shower and scrubbed myself so hard til my skin felt raw. I feel disgusting all the time.. I threw on some sweat pants, my hoodie and my shoes... I went and woke up Ny.. "Ny wake up sweetie " I said shaking her lightly. " Ma where are we going?" "Somewhere safe babygirl" I threw her on a T-shirt and some jeans and some shoes. I already had our bags packed for weeks now. This was the last straw. I had our clothes and shoes and personal items in my bookbag and gym bag. We went out my bedroom window. I pushed Ny threw first then myself. I picked her up and threw a blank over her head and ran away and didn't look back. I have 2,000 dollars that I took out of my mom's account that she had for us. I'm surprised she didn't spend it on crack yet. I ran non stop track was kicking in. We made it to a motel. It was 3:00 in the Morning we checked in and I laid Ny down and stripped her and put her in bed. What's Next???