I hate it when you finally don't care and never gave a single thought of her because she broke your heart and trust in the past, but she doesn't care to talk to you. When she finally does she acts like nothing has changed and those feelings flood back.
I hate it when you"love" and "forgive" her only to get hurt worse than last time when she promised things would be different.
I hate it when you forgive her and she goes on with her life thinking that you are still happy and are over it when you still cry every night because you know the one person you want to love, will ever love you.
I hate when you see her with some new guy and think about how we were supposed to have an unbreakable bond and how heartbreaking that is, that they are treating this new guy better than they ever treated you.
I hate it when you question if you have forgiven her or not,
I hate the I still love her.
