Why do we yearn for love from someone that you know doesn't care about you while knowing that she doesn't care and that it is all fake an act? Why do we still want to have a connection with someone who obviously she never wanted anything to do with you?
Why do we want to forgive those whom have scared us in the past even though you have promised yourself you would never forgive them, to never forget, to never allow you to hurt like that ever again.
Why do we only notice their wrongs and our hurt after it is too late then we push away everyone no matter what they say because if one person can so effortlessly so can everyone else, so then you distance yourself from the world, to save yourself and it seems like it works.