innocent// jungkook X reader

12- is the end ever the end?

your face felt hot. tasting the salty tears coming from your sore eyes, you covered your mouth to quiet your sobs.

jungkook never came back to bed and you couldnt sleep. you missed having him keep you warm and safe.

it was almost 4 in the morning, you were dehydrated and in need of water. you didnt want to go to the kitchen, you would have to pass by jungkook sleeping peacefully. the water in the bathroom tastes n a s t y so you didnt really have a choice. you got up from your bed, keeping your hand over your mouth. quietly, you opened the door. it was dark, and you couldn't see anything. but you could hear something.

it sounded like crying. it wasn't coming from you, but jungkook. your eyes adjusted more to the darkness and you could finally see jungkook sitting up on the couch holding his head in his hands.

"jungkook..." he whipped his head toward you and wiped his tears.

"uh, hi y/n." he sniffled and looked away again.

"jungkook, come to bed, please." your eyes teared up again, but your voice stayed steady. "i miss you."

he kept his eyes off you you. holding your hands over your arms, shaking ever so slightly.

"i miss you too y/n." he looked up, his eyes glassy. the tears rolled down your red cheeks, falling to the hardwood floor underneath your feet.

his strong arms wrapped around you as you fell onto him, your muscles giving out. jungkook sobbed into your shoulder, swueezing you as close to him as possible.

"im so fuckinb stupid y/n im so sorry. ill never do something like that again. p-please forgive me?" his voice was broken and muffled in your skin, vibrating through your chest like a heartbeat.

"of course i forgive you kookie." you sobbed harder, soaking jungkooks shoulder in tears.

your body was shaking in his arms. you were curled up into a ball, wiping your face of all the emotions spilling from every part of your face.

"babe its okay." jungkooks soothinv voice came close to your ear and he shushed you. trying to calm you down.

"i- i thought you might l-leave me jungkook. im not good enough for you." more tears spilled from your shimmering eyes. your crying was no longer sobbing, but silent.

"baby, you're everything and more." his words melted you, and you fell back to his strong grip on you.

"i love you so much." you whispered.

"i love you more." his korean accent coming out, just to make you even more crazy for him.

//supppppp bitches. you know i love you but i cant update all the time, so just keep your eye out! ill be hopefully posting more parts soon!! love you guys!!

from, your local canadian fanfic writer//