innocent// jungkook X reader

14- love and let go

~the final chapter~

guys, this book is coming to a close. i dont have the time to keep up or any more plot line to fill. please dont be mad about the ending, its just what needs to happen.

for the last time,
your local canadian fanficion writer.

-6 months later-
you couldnt believe it was already your one year anniversary. you two havent been getting along great but youre sure you can come back from it just like always. it was only the morning, and jungkook was already at work, unusually early.

you hopped out of bed, throwing on a hoodie in your cold studio apartment. the boys were helpig you set up your dinner tonight, right in your living room and kitchen. you called up taehyung, hobi and jimin to come first, help with all the decorations, and youd call jin later for food. namjoon was not in question for obvious reasons.

"so what time will you need us?" taehyung asked.

"as soon as possible seeing as its already 11:30. i want this to be really special, i think jungkook might propose!!" you whispered yelled through your cell phone.

"alright! i cant wait for you to be mrs. jeon y/n, its such a cute name!!" jimin called.

"okay guys i have to get ready a bit, see you in a little bit!" you hung up the phone and sighed, you were lying to yourself. he wansnt going to propose, it would more likely be a breakup. sad to think that just a year ago you were the happiest youd been in years, and it was all going to work out in some stupid fairytale way.

you put on some leggings, waiting for the boys to show up. all the work was going to go to waste, you knew it full well. you wouldnt let up the act, nothing could be wrong.

the boys showed up, happily greeting you and asking you questions. you couldnt help but feel bad for their innocence.

it ate you up inside. it was so obvious. long hours, sneaking around, hiding his phone and becoming exceptionally distant.

jimin dropped a big plastic container on the table and pulled it open. it was full of decorations. gold and pink, hearts and roses.

"oh god why are you letting this go on?" you thought to yourself. "guys," you said. they ignored you and started trying to figure out how to untangle fairy lights. "guys!" they turnned and looked at you. "Jungkook is cheating!" they stared at you blankly.

"what?" taehyung asked.
"hes cheating i just know it!" you said between tears.

"y/n... im sure its not what you think it is." hoseok said.
youre eyes were blurry and you were gasping for air to fill your tight chest.

"oh god, how could i be so stupid to think he loved me!" you cried. "its soojin! his secretary! she always makes him stay late and- and- and he's always texting her! i barely get to talk to him and he never says he loves me anymore!" sobbing you wiped your eyes. "i cant do this anymore, i need to call him right now."

you pulled out your phone and dialed jungkooks number.

"uh, hello?" he answered,
"come home- right now." you uttered out.
"why do i need to-."
"come home NOW."
"o-okay." he stuttered and hung up the phone.

"why do you want him to come home now?" jin asked, picking up a framed picture of you and jungkook. they loved each other so much... they were perfect. now theyre just going to, throw it all away?

you paced for 15 minutes before you heard the click of the door handle. a messy haired jungkook walked in.

"babe, whats going on?"

"dont babe me. i know whats going on." your emotions were high, but your tears couldn't spill.

"wha- what do you mean i-."

"soonjin?" you crossed your arms in an attempt to look tougher, though, but your tear stained face didnt help.
his face turned a bright pink and his breathing got faster, he was caught.

"i promise i-"
"shut it. i thought you loved me. and then you turn around and do this? you fucking cheat on me?! you ruined us! i dont think ive heard you say i love you in close to 4 months!"

"y/n... im sorry. it wasnt meant to go on this long. it started in january. she asked me to drive her home, and being a nice person, i did. she invited me in for a drink and well, you know.... i was going to break it off but she kept tempting me and... i couldn't resist." he shrugged a little bit, clearly remorseful.

"was i just not enough that you were "tempted" by a girl who tricked you into bed with her?" a single tear rolled down your rosy cheek. "what is it that she has, that i dont?!" you yelled.

"you have everything and more! i love you y/n i really do. ive made a huge mistake, hopefully you can forgive me."

"i dont think i can jungkook." he tried to walk up to you. his hand traced your cheekbones and jaw.

"youre so beautiful.." his voice broke.

"get out. ill bring you your stuff tomorrow. i hope you can find a place to stay but you cant stay here."

"y/n i swear i can chan-."

"i said.. get out. get out!!" you screamed. he let go of your face and backed up, opening the door to the hallway.

"i miss you already. goodbye love." he nodded and blew a small kiss. the latch of the door clicked and he was gone.

"what the hell am i gonna do now." you sat back down on the couch. taehyung held you tight as you cried into his shoulder.

"its okay baby, let it out. youre gonna be okay." his voice gave comfort.

"i love you guys." you wiped away tears and gave a weal smile to the array of wonderful boys in front of you. this is all you need.

the end xx

holy shit holy shit holy shit its the end. i cant believe you guys have read this book. at the time of posting this, this book has 5.86k reads. THATS INSANITY! you guys are all incredible and i thank you all so much for this incredible experience! it was so fun writing for you and seeing your comments. it means the world to me that you like my crappy fanfics.

signing off once and for all,
your local canadian fanfiction writer