All day I've Been thinking of what he can do to me. I found the song that explains what I hope he would do. I dance to it like I'm dancing for him. will I ever tell him this? I think if I show him the dance what would happen and all I do is freeze feeling those sparks all over my body. I keep dancing until I'm out of breath, I will never be good enough and I know it so I give up. If he knew everything he would run away. My question is Would I try to make him stay or will I push him away? I push him away daily what would make that day any different. I probably will lie to him so he gives up on me. oh the life I live it's stupid and not worth living.
