until we can see the stars ( c. gray )

ii. think about it

chapter two
( groupchat! )

DISASTER GAY has entered the FERAL INTELLECTUALS groupchat!

disaster gay
pardon my language
but what the FUCK
just happened?

functional gay
everett im so sorry.

functional gay
im dumb and i completely
neglected to think about
the entire high school
situation. i know how
much you were hurt
back then and i would
never want to bring all
of that back.

disaster gay
no no, it's okay!
im not seriously mad
or anything. you and
conan are still really
good friends, and i
respect that.

disaster gay
but seeing him react
like that to the mere
mention of my name
was just utterly
terrifying.

functional gay
yeah, senior year
was rough. im sorry
you had to go through
that.

disaster gay
it's alright. everything
that happened is in the
past. i should really just
get over it. besides, i was
the one at fault for
everything.

distinguished gay
y'know, internalizing
emotions can really fuck
with your head.

distinguished gay
so instead of suppressing
your past in the hopes of
moving on and blaming
yourself as a mean of
reparations, you could
maybe talk to him.

disaster gay

functional gay
jos does have a
point though.

disaster gay
i know, but im not
sure if i could ever
talk to him again.

functional gay
well, just give it a
thought, okay? we
don't want to force
you to do anything,
but it's terrible that
this has been hurting
you for so many years

disaster gay
okay

disaster gay
ill think about it

author's rambling
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whenever i write groupchat messages, i always take inspiration off of the text conversations i have with my friends and it's always so amusing to see how similar the two are.

also, im steadily making progress the prologue chapter so once that's up, the overall storyline will make a little more sense.