chapter three
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+ real life! )
evermoore
i know you probably
hate me, but
( erased! )evermoore
i know we haven't
talked in a while
but i just wanted to
say that
( erased! )evermoore
everything that
happened in high
school was all just
so fucked and im so
sorry you had to go
through that alone
( erased! )evermoore
i ruined everything
and i hurt you and
i am so so sorry
( erased! )evermoore
after all of these years,
i still miss you. your
smile, your laugh, your
hugs, everything that
makes you so fucking
extraordinary is still
in my head. and words
could never express
how wholeheartedly
sorry i am.
( erased! )evermoore
there is so much i
want to say
( erased! )
—a brief observation
into the thoughts of a
conflicted idiot."wow, im a real
dumbass now,
aren't i?""no, no, no.
i can't say that""how am i majoring
in creative literature?""what am i doing?
what am i saying?""the audacity that this has,
the clownery that this has,
the dumbassery that this has""i need to stop thinking
about this so much. all i
need to do is be sincere
and genuine and apologize
for everything i did.""in conclusion,
i am a fool""okay, you know what?
im sending it""delete, delete, delete"
"goddammit, i pressed
send! no, no, no, no, no"evermoore
hey conan
( sent! )
"oh this is very bad"
author's rambling
( word count: 233 )↓
the storyline really doesn't make sense right now but hopefully, it'll be pieced together as more chapter come.
YOU ARE READING
until we can see the stars ( c. gray )
Fanfiction❝ on that summer night, when we had first met, i then realized that such beauty could exist. ❞ 𝗮 𝗰𝗼𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗼𝗳 𝗹𝗲𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗲 𝗻𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁 𝘁𝗲𝘅𝘁𝘀 ❪ conan gray x male oc ❫ ❪ 12.23.19 - tbd ❫