meet Jayy

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Jayy pov.

a freak.

a freak.

that's what I am.

I'm a freak.

to everyone.

and I, I agree.

I couldn't agree more. I know. I know, I'm a freak.

I should probably introduce myself, my name is Jayy Tolula the freak. my life use to be perfect, so fucking perfect! but that changed, oh that changed. everything changed that day, nothing was the same anymore. and it's that mans fault. it's all his fault.

why? why? you ask why? because, he's the one that took me, he's the one that kidnapped me three years ago...and now, now my life is ruined.

My life is a living hell, I hate every fucking day, I hate every fucking body, and I hate my fucking self.

oh, I remember it all, I remember every detail, every smell, every taste, every touch, and every fucking sound. I remember the words...the words in which he made me smile, the smile wasn't my choice. why? cause it was carved into my cheek, he had cut from my left side of my mouth up to my ear. and that, that is why, I, Jayy Tolula, am a freak.

and nobody cares, nobody, I'm completely alone. sometimes I wonder, just wonder, is there anyone. anyone at all? anyone who is willing to love me? even with a clown face?

//just a small greeting on Jayy :) i hope you like the story//

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