My Light | sope

[10.]

a/n: this is ur first smut warning! Please don't judge me I'm a filthy minded child—also this would be my first time writing smut!

Hoseok

"Chaeyeon, I just hope he's doing fine after all that," I explain. We're back at her house, hanging out on her bed. She's sitting propped up against the headboard, and I'm laying across her lap.

"It sounds rough, Hobi. Nobody should have to go through that, and Yoongi is really nice," she says, looking off into the distance and playing with my hair. There's a pause as we both take in the information.

"Hoseok? Are you straight?" She asks, finally.

"What? Why would you ask?"

I know why she asked.

"I just-I was just wondering," she shrugs.

"I don't know, Chae. I don't know what to call it. I just like whoever I like."

She thinks.

"I might be bisexual," she says finally, trying to sympathize. "I don't know."

"Just because I'm probably not straight doesn't mean you can't be, Chae," I laugh.

"I just want to relate! I want to know you more."

"I said I like who I like, I'm not concerned with what's between their legs, I guess."

"So... would you like me?" She asks, adjusting her position to look me straight in the face.

"I—maybe?" I stutter. "I don't dislike you. I'm just going through a lot right now."

I see a flash in her eyes and they darken a bit, not with sadness or anger, but with something else. I get off of her lap and sit criss-cross in front of her.

"Well, I like you, Hobi," she laments.

"I know you do."

"I know that you know, we kissed for fucks sake," her cheeks are red and she leans back in exasperation. "Did you even like it?"

"Of course I did! I wouldn't have kissed you back if I didn't!" My voice is raised a little, and I notice. I don't want to fight. "I told you, life is just kind of tough right now." Because of Yoongi.

Suddenly, I feel her hand traveling up my thigh. She leans forward, and her face is contorted into lust.

"Can I make it better?" She rubs her hand over my groin, and my breath hitches as I feel my sensitivity being touched.

"Chaeyeon-" I start, unsure.

"You know you want this," she leans into my ear and whispers, continuing to rub me. She's hot, and I can feel my member hardening as it recognizes that, too.

"I know I want it," she continues. She places her lips onto mine, sucking until my mouth opens for her. Our tongues intertwine as I feel around her mouth, tasting her lips. My body is warm, and a sense of lust overtakes me as well. She lets out a small hum as I kiss back, opening and closing my mouth harder than before. I groan softly as she massages my groin, causing me to grow harder than even before.

She must have noticed too, as she releases from my face with a bite on my lip, and starts sucking gently on my neck, not enough to leave a bruise. I bite my own lip as she slips her hand under my shirt and feels my torso.

"You have nice abs," she smiles into my neck, and I let out a breathy chuckle. She breaks away and looks down, biting the corner of her lip as she observes the obvious bulge in my pants. She smirks and begins to undo my pant buttons, unzipping them as well. She licks her lips in anticipation, and I breathe heavily as her other hand continues to feel my chest.

She pulls my jeans and boxers down, revealing my member. She widens her eyes at the sight.

"Are you a virgin?" I ask her, and she shakes her head. "I am," I reply.

"You just have a great dick, Hobi," she jokes. "I haven't seen one like it. Well, I've only has sex once, so..."

"Thanks?" I say breathlessly.

She leans over, lightly licking my tip at first. She uses her hands to smear around my precum, causing me to moan softly. She looks up and smiles at the sound.

Suddenly, her mouth is over my dick, and she pumps it slow, sucking in when she goes down and tightening her lips as she goes up. I moan louder, resting on my hands and gripping the bedsheets.

"Fuck, Chae," I moan her name as my groin is on fire. My mouth hangs open as she starts going a bit faster. I let out a long, low, loud moan as I feel myself getting close. The pleasure she gives me overtakes me, and my mouth is wide as my moans grow louder and louder. It's different than touching myself, because I don't expect any moves she makes.

She starts licking my tip as she goes up and down, and I lightly grip her hair and move her head faster. I'm so, so close.

"C-Chae! I'm gonna cum-," I find it hard to speak as moans are the only thing coming out of my mouth.

She stops sucking and leaves my dick with an audible pop, continuing to pump it with her hands. "I'm not letting any of your filth into my mouth," she smirks, looking at me as she pumps harder.

I'm almost yelling as I feel myself tighten, then release white liquid all over myself, gasping as the tension is released.

She smiles at the sight, her cheeks blushed. I lay back down, tired. Now that I think about it, a feeling of guilt creeps over me, which I decide to push down.

"Hoseok, I want some, too," she whines, tapping me on the shoulder. I think I want the same. I should want the same. I smile and get up, laying her down onto the bed.

I unbutton her jeans now, pulling them down, then her panties. She knocks her head back, feeling her breasts under her shirt. I spread her legs open, and see her pussy for the first time. Actually, I see a pussy for the first time.

"Tell me if I do something wrong," I warn, starting to line my cock up with her entrance.

"Nothing is wrong, with you," she reassures, breathing heavily.

I slowly push in, causing her to moan loudly. For some reason, I close my eyes. I push in farther, earning more moans. Then I draw back, pushing in again. Chaeyeon's lips are in an "o" shape as I start grinding my hips.

Fuck, why can I only imagine Yoongi under me now?

This is wrong, this is all wrong. Why am I doing this with her? What's wrong with me?

I thrust harder, just wanting to get it over with. I won't cum again, but at least she can. Her moans grow into high pitched screams as I move into her harshly. She yells my name.

I go as fast as I possibly can as I feel her walls tighten around me, and she's gone. Her fluids burst out as she lays back in relief.

"I'm so glad we did that," she muses

I'm not.

"Yeah." My pants are already up and zipped as I speak, and I head towards the door. "See you."