It's kinda funny
...how...
A year ago..
One guy
Who...changed my life
Somebody I still can't shake off..
...when I still hear his name..
....it's like...
A sharp pain..
Straight to the heart
Like his name is being tattooed...forced onto my heart...
The feeling like he owns me
Just by the way he's name comes...
Smoothly out of my....mouth
I sit in my room and think of a list of ways to just.....just....just...to strangle him...
But then.... I find myself just wanting to love him
like I use to...
No matter how hard I try
I can't delete him from my life
He's a virus attacking my world
And once I think I finally shook him off
He pops up out of no where
Then boom...
That pain happens again...
I start to panic
It's not that easy you know
I really hate him...
For what he has done
And I don't wanna tell you guys he was my first love...
But then Id be lying
Cause he was..
Sadly...
And that's why I hate myself when my heart tells me...
You need him
I sit there and think
No I don't need him...
I just....
My heart...
Simply..
Wants him...
But why?
YOU ARE READING
The Heart Wants What It Wants
Teen Fiction...A Personal story... About how one guy... Out of the whole wide world Changed my whole entire life... But not for the good...but maybe not for the worst... Is he controlling me...
