I'm not to sure how exactly we met...
But I think we would change one time in our life's
If we could
His parents were good friends with mine....
You can't say it went up hill from there...
It's more like..
Jumped off a cliff and free fell to death...
Just being honest
When he had me around his friends...
He wanted to be boyfriend of the year...
Held me like a valuable trophy
But when you got me and him alone...
That's when it changed...
He did everything he could to...
You know...
Well....
Ya....
No matter how hard or how badly I said no
He had his way with words
He would ditch me in a public place
I went to go find him
But always ended up finding him with other girls...
I go to say something...
But it more of along the lines
always ends up being....my fault...
How I shouldn't have been there
How I shouldn't have moved or left where I was at
How it wasn't any of my business what he was doing
I'd go to turn and leave him
Tell him how I don't need him and how I don't need this stress
But he grabs me
Grabs me like nobody in the world could do
And just....
Kisses me...
The world
The time...
Just stops
Nothing is going or even matters more then what was happening between me and him...
With the time stopped
You could hear my heart beat up against his.
Me trying to catch my breath..
Trying to wrap my head around
What I'm going to do about this boy
Is he worth this fighting???
Am I truly in love?
Or I just over reacting!
Theses are questions I think about
Non ending on theses endless nights
Is he ruining my life or repairing it?
YOU ARE READING
The Heart Wants What It Wants
Novela Juvenil...A Personal story... About how one guy... Out of the whole wide world Changed my whole entire life... But not for the good...but maybe not for the worst... Is he controlling me...
