A life like this..
Has you so screwed up in your mind that you think....
Am I even awake?
Or alive?
I'll admit it...
He truly has me wrapped around his finger..
More like tied up there
Like a hostage
We fight..
We scream
He makes me feel 2 feet tall
But he'll take my hand....
And look me into the eyes
I stand there...
Heart beating like a two bass drum...and think
why....why do you have to do this...
Why can't you throw me aside like very girl..
Let me save the heart break for somebody else
Why did you decide...
to pick a girl like me
to go through hell and back for..
I was nothing like I am now...then when I was before and during being with him...
He picked the shy girl...
Out of all of them..
He picked...me..
He took me by the hand and showed me the ways...
I changed for him...
Never in my mind did I ever imagine doing that..
I may feel like I'm stronger for what I've been through
But once I see him...
I feel like the walls I built around me have suddenly crashed to the ground
My words get mixed up
But.... He has me under some kind of spell....
I'm not to sure if he ever "loved me"
But whatever he have...felt....for me....was something....and whatever we "had".....you....or anybody else...couldn't find...
YOU ARE READING
The Heart Wants What It Wants
Teen Fiction...A Personal story... About how one guy... Out of the whole wide world Changed my whole entire life... But not for the good...but maybe not for the worst... Is he controlling me...
