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"hearteater, why'd you eat my heart alive"
samys pov I guess they must've heard me because they sat up and then i could finally see who the person was. 𝒎𝒂𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏𝒐 𝒄𝒂𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒏𝒐 .
mars pov
It was the boy from earlier. Standing in front of me with a straight face pale as snow and widened eyes. Fuck man i probably scarred that kid for life and for what. (wHaT wAs ThE rEaSoN bItCh).
The asian boy started to turn around and speed walk away. My body shot up to my feet, jogged up to the boy and grabbed his wrist.I could feel him shaking underneath my touch and i felt terrible. He didn't look back at me, he just starred straight ahead and after a few seconds of dead silence he said in a cracky voice "I was just wondering where the music was coming from, im sorry just please let me go"
The cracks in his voice sounded like he was crying. I spinned him around to see his eyes full of tears and anxiety. "Did i do that? Did my actions cause someone to fear me to this point?" thats all i was thinking.Withouta second thought i grabbed the boy and pulled him into a hug.He was hesitant at first but after awhile i could feel his body loosen up into the hug. I realeased the boy and he looked at me confused but relieved i didn't beat the shit out of him.
"Why'd you do that?" the smaller boy asked playing with his hands not making eye contact
"I'm so so so sorry for earlier. I really am from the bottom of my heart, i dont know what came over me but i had no right taking it out on you... what's your name?" i said, my voice full of sympathy.
"It's samy but my friends call me sam. well actually i dont have any friends because no one really like me... sorry im rambling, i ramble when i feel scared or nervous" samy said in a very very annoying but kinda cute high pitched tone.
"I'm mariano, It's nice to meet you on a more of a good note not a shitty one like earlier. I was just chilling, do you wanna maybe stay here with me" i felt bad for the pain i caused so maybe i could show him im not that bad of a person omce you fwm.
"If you dont mind" he nervously said.
"not at all" i said with a small wholesome smile.
*Time skip: 2 hours*
Me and samy really just laid back and listened to music most of the time. Sometimes one of us would start small talk but after that it just went silent. Not an awkward silence but a silence like "hey its not awkward it's just silent because it's natural" kind of silence. Samy started to speak.
authors note (i hate writing dialogue then like the little details like "i said" & "he said" because idk it just bothers me so ima write it kinda like text just w/o emojis) anyways chile back to the story
(first person / third person pov)
samy "Dont you wanna start heading home"
mar "mhm nah ill never go home again"
I opened my eyes to see a worried and confused samy
samy "what do you mean you'll never go home again"
mar "im on the run shordy"
samy "why? what happened? are you in trouble?"
mar "i just hate being home, my dad doesn't care. He's a drunk deadbeat who abuses me so i dipped"
I could feel samys eyes starring at me so i opened one eye and he looked down
mar "take a picture, its gonna last longer"
samy "sorry and im sorry about your dad too.."
mar "don't be sorry for shit that isn't your fault kiddo"
samy "sorr- i mean okay"
mar "you should start heading home. it's getting kinda dark and its a school night, ill walk you home if you want me to"
samy "sleepover"
mar "what?"
samy "come over my house and sleepover. my stepmom and dad work night shifts so they won't be home until 11 am tomorrow which is perfect because we'll be at school anyways"
mar "okay. lets start to get going now cause it's hella brick and i gotta take a piss and i dont want my dick to get cold"
samy "okay" he said with a little smile that i knew if i seen again id fall in lo- im not gay.
I stood up and put my backpack in one hand. I stretched out my hand to help samy, his face got red and he grasped onto my hand. His hand felt so warm and soft and small compared to mine. I eventually was snapped back into reality when samy said "Im all set we can go now" our hands were still together. I quickly released his hands startling the small boy.
mar "sorry my hand was getting cold"
Samy shrugged it of and we made our way to his house
(little does mar know they're bouta fu-)
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Merry christlerrrrrr❤️ i hope you all have a wonderful holiday :) sorry for not updating sooner, ive been going through some stuff and just didn't feel like writing but i wanted to pulblish this short sloppy chapter 🥺
n e wayss, mar is so fucking bi polar i cant stand it smh😭 but next chapter is gonna be fun and interesting i promise 🙈😳
