I Wish You Would Love Me

ch 2: yes?

Me and Jimin are going on a date tonight. We hadn't been on one in a while. It's not like I actually cared though. He seemed to put more effort into this one. He reserved seats at a nice restaurant which cost half of that week's pay. I told him he didn't need to do that, but he insisted. He never cared if we had enough money to pay bills or if we went into debt. He only cared if I was there next to him. It may sound sweet on the outside, but is the opposite when you know the other side of the story; my side of the story. After we got ready we made our way to my car. I always drive because Jimin is a terrible driver, and I don't think him getting me into a terrible car accident would make me love him. I really don't think anything will.

"Kook, are you excited?" Jimin asked. He was happy, and I wasn't.

"Of course. Whenever I'm with you." I replied. Of course I didn't mean those words. It's not like Jimin noticed. I've gotten really good at acting in the past six years. Acting skills come in handy when you have to pretend to love someone.

Eventually, we arrived at the restaurant. Jimin was beaming. I had a faint smile, didn't want to look too fake. We walked through the front doors together and one of the employees lead us to our table. It didn't take me long to notice that the restaurant was empty. I had an idea of where this was going. I knew in the next hour, I would be trapped.

Dinner went by quickly. I had to get this over with.

  "Jungkook?" Jimin said lovingly. He always called my name happily, he was never mad when I was there.

"Yes, Jiminie?"

"I- uh- have something to ask you." Here we go. I watched as he pulled a ring out of his pocket. "Will you marry me?" Of course I responded with fake happiness and the word 'yes.' Just as I predicted, I was trapped now. It's almost impossible for me to leave him now.