I was so glad to see Peter and told him all about Jacob. I also introduced him to Alice. But then when I told him the story about Antony, he said they are MATES!. Then he said when he moved away and went to a different school he met Antony and they became friends and ended up falling in love. I looked at Peter thinking he was joking but he wasn't. He ended up being gay. I said oh ok that's fine and pretended that Alice's mother was calling us so said sorry have to go but deep inside I felt something I had never felt before, it was a mixture of sadness, love, anger, confusion and lost. I had only just found my so called Mate and then I find out that he was in love with my enemy. I mean there is nothing wrong with being gay because I have a friend who is also gay called Christian. I am just shocked because I was kind of in love with him before he left and I thought I would never see him again but I have and I am really not sure what happened to him. If anything he should be in love with me I mean we hugged before we have had sleep overs before. I want the old Peter back (crying)
