So....Konichi'wa guys!........ I just wanted to get this out of my chest.*deep breath* I feel like I don't belong here.I'm too shy to others like making new friends or meeting family members I don't know of.When I get back from school I feel like crap.My smile is bluntly not real.I don't even know what a real smile is like!Sure I laugh a lot but it's only something that's rarely funny.I fake my happiness sometimes.I feel like I was born a sociopath.My family hates gays and I'm Bisexual but bot sure for real though..... Sure I'm the one giving advice,acting like a total mom,and help others out of their troubles,but I feel so suicidal.I keep thinking what death would be like.I freak some of my friends and cousins out.I eternally feel like weird crap to the world like it didn't want me........ Sorry to waste your time with this..... I just really need to get this out of chest and thoughts....
-ChibiWriterArtist
