in moonlight black boys look blue. (gay oneshots)

hate me

playboiuzi
bottom carti
songs in this are by trippie redd, but just pretend uzi made them.
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"nigga why is yo shit everywhere? you don't ever clean up yo shit, but you always want something from me. it's not happening like that no more, ooh you so trifling." carti ranted on and on to me as i tuned him out. he was referring to my mess off weed and snacks on the coffee table.... honestly that nagging shit has been happening way too much. he complains too often and it's starting to get annoying. he's just been getting on my nerves lately.

"are you even listening to me?" carti yelled out at me, snapping me out of my thoughts as he looked back down at me with annoyance in his eyes. as i just stared up at me, finally deciding to get up from the couch and make me way towards him.

"aye, chill out baby. ima get my mess up. stop stressing yo self out and let me handle my shit, aight?you doing too much over the little shit" i spoke to him as i held his hands and mine and looked up to him. he looked down at me while rolling his eyes.

"mmh, you don't even care." he said as he walked away. that rolling eyes shit not gon work either, i walked after him, turned him around and pushed him up against the wall.

"don't roll yo eyes at me again lil baby... unless this dick making you i don't wanna see that shit again. i will fuck you up, don't forget who i am lil nigga." i said to him as i choked him out.

"ok daddy, i'm sorry." he whimpered as i let go of his him and walked away.

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i was scrolling through Instagram while laying  on our bed when carti came into the room.

"hey bae, how was the mall?" i asked him while continuing to scroll on the app.

"hmm" is all he said as he started taking off his clothes and putting on his pajamas. i looked up at him and he didn't make eye contact with me. i mentally sighed as i rolled my eyes and sat up.

"what's wrong now?" i asked him while trying to not show my annoyance. he stopped all the moving he was doing and sat at the end of the bed as he looked straight ahead his shoulders sagged as he let his head fall in a tired way.

"are you cheating on me?" he whispered out. i had to do a double take, did he just ask me symere woods, the most loyal nigga in the whole world... if i'm cheating on him?

"why in the hell would i be cheating on you?" i asked him as i got up and walked in front of him. he kept his eyes down not looking at me at all, which pissed me off even more.

"i don't know... i was at the mall and some bitch started talking bout you and shit. talking bout how you be beating up her shit and stuff. got me tripping ya know? this shit between you and me aint the same no more. maybe i have lost a little bit of trust for you... i don't know. i feel like, you don't love me no more... like this isn't working. it's hard to explain. every time i get on you about something that's making me upset you just brush it off like you don't care, you don't care about me or what i think." he said as tears came to his eyes. i looked at him in shock. he knew my fans were crazy, and his as well... so why act like that now? how could he feel like that when literally everything i do is for him, i breathe, sleep and live Jordan... but that's how he feels? i'm hurt off that one.

"how could you feel like that? i love you with everything in me. you know my fans are bat shit crazy, i would never do anything to hurt you, or with one of them. if anything were to ever happen to you i would go crazy. no i haven't nor will i ever cheat on you. you can still trust me, and i love you more than anything else in this entire world... my mama, me, my clothes. i love you baby. i'm sorry you think that i don't care, in the moment all i see is you wanting me to clean something up and not seeing that it's actually something that's bothering you. i'm sorry that i just brush off what you say, i will try to make sure to show you that you are my number one priority and you are listened to, and valued. i love you so much." i said to him as i wrapped him in my arms. he was a sobbing mess as i rocked him from side to side and whispered sweet nothings into his ear. repeating the words i love you over and over again to him.