Voice of My Heart [POETRY]

S I L E N C E

Do you know how it feels
When you trying hard
To be perfect when you know
That nobody's perfect
In this broken world?!

Do you know how it feels
When you do something
With all of your heart
And seems like
Everything you do just
An empty sh*t.
Nothing is right.
Mistakes is your bestfriend
But that is okay,
Sometimes you have learned from it

But you know what make it worse?
When mistakes is your bestfriend
And you get lesson learned from it
But nobody will stand with you
To make things right.

And you'll start thinking
I am better live alone in silence
To decide what is good and what is bad
For my own life

Let myself decide it
Let me decide am i better alive nor dead
Let me decide it
Because i run my life
Not you