I don't know what to write
To express the way I feel
The words they are out there
But yet they aren't really real
They have their synonyms
But they aren't even near
These words I have to say
I really need you to hear
All my life I've known you
So I really think you won't
Do you still even care
Yeah, I really think you don't
Conflicting emotions
You cause so much mental pain
So I pretend to cope
I'm slowly going insane
You're not the only cause
But you're the biggest one
There's another factor
Here's a hint, she calls you son
She acts like we are friends
Her stupid nice person act
She dislikes who I am
She's the Grand-bitch, that's fact
She called me a slut
May seem petty, I don't care
Passive aggressive bitch
Her disappointment isn't fair
She points out all my flaws
My sleeping habits and clothes
Even my tastes and hair
Things about me I like, she loathes
Did you know about this?
I know you know all of that
So why won't you help me
Grow a pair, don't be a twat
Am I not your daughter?
Why won't you stick up for me?
That's what a good dad does
Do you still care about me?
You're probably shocked
But you know nothing of me
You were always not here
Off in some other country
And I know what you did
I know you cheated on Mum
And I want to know why
Second thought no I don't, scum
Still at a loss for words,
You're an arrogant dick head
Your work always came first
Other time you spent in 'bed'
Or so I used to think
All that time spent overseas
More holiday than work
Heard you caught a disease
Although you are a jerk
And you make me so very mad
I cant say I hate you
I still love you, 'cause you're dad
But my patience is thin
The line crossed, time after time
Am I getting through yet?
Might it help if I should mime?
I'm so sick of your shit
I wonder what the view is like
Can you still even see
With your head up your ass, tyke
And yeah, I'm pissed off
Repeatedly hurting me
So what did you expect
That I would never see?
You're a very smart man
But you are being so dumb
You're going to lose us
No love. No hate. Only numb
So here is your warning
This is the very last one
Stop being an ass-hat
Fuck up again and I'm done.
