Im here
Honestly, im not good, I been having a lot of things going thru my mind, I failed one signature again and failed it again, that brought me a lot of anxiety, the fact that I cant enjoy the holidays properly brings me kind of like an up and down feeling that doesnt leave alone, everyone else is just enjoying and i...i just feel like choking on my house, I feel so down every single day, I need to see my boyfriend, I need his love to heal the mix fellings that my head has created, im just here...trying to survive to whatever the life has put on my way, I just feel like a walking dead, my head is just spinning all the time, and my heart starts to get crazy, and im....im just here, alone, taking care of every single anxiety attack, just trying to not dead being live,wait, no, im just trying to survive to me
