hey guys it's been a while
long story short i stopped being interested in anime and then i suddenly got back into it again so i checked wattpad and saw that i had like 200+ notifications from you guys and now i feel overwhelmed bec i didn't realize so many people enjoy my 3 am rambling
anyways, this was a request from one of the 'i love you' prompts, i was a lil confused by the description for the request, so i just made up some stuff
also! very important: im putting a trigger warning for depression/suicide. i'm sorry if this hits close to home for some of you guys - i'm always here if you need to chat :)
i'm not a professional at any of the topics that are in this chapter - all of the info is purely just from my mind and shouldn't be taken as "real advice" or anything like that!
i also wrote some things that i personally don't agree with (e.g. therapy is bad/useless) - i just wrote them to help voice the reader's opinions.
anyways, here's a long overdue update
*note: the reader is a female in this (if you want me to change it, just lmk - giving the reader specific pronouns just makes it a bit easier to use proper grammar and all that stuff)
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Theoretically, F/N L/N shouldn't want to kill herself.
It's quite strange, the more you think about it; she's the top in her class (which, by the way, is class 1-B of U.A.), she's stunning, she has a loving family and friends, and, best of all, a supportive and caring boyfriend.
So, what happens?
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"Y/N, you're so smart! Is there anything you can't do?!"
Your eyes were fixated on your desk. "Thanks Kendo, and yeah, there's a lot of things I can't do-
- don't try and dumb yourself down, Y/N, it won't work. We all know how smart and talented you are." Kendo laughed, clapping her hand on your shoulder before walking over to her desk.
You felt your face flame up as you wanted to shout "But I'm not either of those things!" to her back. But you didn't - Kendo wouldn't listen anyways.
Nobody ever does.
To try and calm yourself down, you leaned back and closed your eyes, taking in deep breaths, just like how Kaito-san suggested.
"If you ever feel overwhelmed, Y/N, just try to focus on your breathing first. That's the key to calming yourself down before you try any other tactics..."
"Well, how is my perfect little princess doing?"
You didn't need to open your eyes to know that Neito was hovering over you. You sit upright and open your eyes, slapping on a smile when his violet eyes met yours.
"I'm doing fine, Neito, what about you? Did you successfully intimidate 1-A again?"
You just sat and listened to Monoma ramble on about how 1-A thinks they're so great even though two of their students failed the provincial license exam, while everybody in 1-B passed. You nodded and occasionally vocalized your opinion, but other than that, you were silent.
For some reason, Monoma didn't seem to notice.
When Monoma finally said his last curse towards Bakugou Katsuki, he sighed and leaned back in his chair. "Anyways, that's everything that happened earlier today. So, now it's time to talk about you!"
