What Is Love To You

Chapter 4:Love is annoying

Kateri's POV

I can't believe this. I woke up this morning with a smile. It hasn't happened in years. He was the same person who brought and took away my smile, my joy, the happy girl I was.

And now it's coming back little by little. The idea was to act like my old self. The one he didn't want to leave alone any second of any day. And it seems to be working. He's bringing that girl back and he isn't aware of it. This is like the stories I read. Exactly like the stories. At the end of it all, he'll be MINE.

I got ready and decided to wear a skirt. Funny cause I don't remember the last time I wore that.

"Thank you Editon" I yelled out loud.

He buys me girly clothes, in the hopes of him having his little sister back. I hated trousers back then, and now they're my best friends.

I wore a jean skirt and a black shirt with a Jean jacket to match. Adding a bit more makeup than usual, matching it all with a boot and some bangles, earrings, and rings.

Arghh!I hate driving... it's tiring.

I got into my car and drove off to school.

Getting out of the car, I prepared myself for what I was about to do. Breathe Kateri breathe...

I walk into school swaying my hips, greeting people I don't even know, trying to get attention.

Next on the agenda is to get a boyfriend; someone he knows and maybe hates. That apparently always works in the books.

Waiting in my locker, so he could pass by. I needed to catch a glimpse and I wanted him to see the girl he liked back then.

Shit! His laughter brought me out of my daydream. Only to turn back and see him with the pretty girl. He's only with her cause, he didn't stick around long enough. I'm his and he's mine

Fuck! He caught me staring. My failed attempt to pretend I didn't see him, urges him to yell my name. And the next thing I know is that I'm running. I didn't want people's attention on me. Totally stupid, I could have handled it better. All to get some guy's attention. It is written in the books, how am I doing this wrong?. Sigh!

Vipers already ogling him, planning on bedding him first. I bet they already placed bets -they want to explore every part of it, just for the fun.

Hormonal teenagers..sigh, making me wonder why they are not infected with some disease with how they sleep around. They're some of them, I thought would be pregnant at least, but that's what contraceptives are for.

Some are only interested in black dudes because of what's in between their legs, so they could prove to their friends they can handle any size.

I see them as the walking dead.

No judgments here even if I gave many.

*The irony, I know..seeing that we are in this place because of the lengths I took for love*

"Ahhhhh!!" And my best friend strikes again (You can guess what happened after he ambushed me).

"Ouch! you have no mercy! I'm innocent." Luka said

I gave him the eye that interprets "you're such a douche, you know".

He ignored that and asked, "so why were you running. Are you been chased or something? Is it Mani (Normani)?? Dude if it's her I can't help you".

"Wimp"

"Hey, she's scary and you know she gets creative when she's angry. You'll have to settle your beef with her. And it's weird, she's not one to chase, you must have made her real mad. I have to go.