31 Days With You

Day 31

Dear Diary,

December 04, 20**

I would like to say sorry for my family and friends. I'm sorry if I gave up. I'm sorry for not fighting anymore. I just feel like giving up my life. As if He was telling me that it's time already. I'm sorry for leaving you all behind. And also, I would like to thank for the good memories that we shared. I hope you'll continue making memories with each other but without me. Please live your life again, normally, as if I just didn't die. Act as if I went to a far away place and will never come back because I will be happy on where I'll be. But do not forget that I'll be watching for you all. I won't let anything that might harm you.

To my parents, please be careful and tell my sister that I love her so much even though she is so annoying. I am sorry for hiding this from all of you, I just don't want you to worry about me. You had a lot of problems that I don't want you to struggle more. Thank you for all the sacrifices that you made. I owe you so much, but the only way that I can pay back is to watch over you. I'll never leave, Ma, Pa, Sis, I am always here. I love you three so so much.

To my friends, thank you for always understanding me, for always making me happy. Pao, thank you for staying by my side whenever I am having my sickness. Thank you for being my best friend since grade school. I wish I'll be able to meet your love of your life, but I can't. But I promise you, I will be here, protecting you and your family. I love you, Pao. I'll gonna miss our bondings :(

To Yuan, even though we were just hanging out in less than a month, you already got my heart. You don't know, but I already admire you since High School. You were so famous that time, until now! I will not be able to be with you for long because I will be gone now. I guess this is my fate. Find another woman that will love you as much that I love you. Find that woman that will not gonna leave you like what I am doing now. He is already calling for me. I'm sorry. But thank you, thank you for being my inspiration for years. Thank you for making me happy. I love you, always and forever. Please take care of yourself.

My ending letter,
Faye