𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓∥ʟᴏᴏɴᴀ

夢 ❲四❳

she sat there crouched down in the corner of her dark room when she heard someone knock on the door.

hyejoo had already guessed who it would be, since she really only had one friend.

chaewon was a good friend, but so hard to listen to.

hyejoo had no idea how they'd become friends, although she'd always found her a little cute.

when she was with chaewon, those bad thoughts didn't come to her.

but when she leaves, though, they come back again.

you could say hyejoo had a tiny, miniscule crush on chaewon.

felt happy whenever she looked into her eyes.

liked it way too much whenever she cried onto chaewon's shoulder, when she had something to be sad about.

maybe it wasn't very miniscule at all.

but of course hyejoo would never admit to such a thing.

she'd blow the brains out of people who she thought didn't deserve to live.

it wasn't what she wanted.

it was more like an instinct, like something she can't help doing.

and she hated herself for it.

she loved chaewon yet she couldn't even love herself.

she's always had this stupid sense of mission and justice.

but at the end of the day -

she was just a dumb, cheesy kid.