Friends w/ Benefits •[MinSung]•

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[//stan clairo]
[2:21AM]

Jisung laid in his bed wide awake thinking about the whole situation earlier that day. He felt guilty. He's never really had feelings for someone like he has for Minho so he just tried to ignore it and hope it would go away. Even if it did mean to be hoeing around with others.

He felt his eyes water up in frustration. "I'm so stupid." He said to himself rubbing his eyes. "Minho probably hates me now." Jisung mumbled as he grabbed the remote to his LED lights and turned them to blue. 'I'll just cry it out and forget about it.' He thought to himself sitting up criss-cross apple sauce. Jisung played "how" by Clairo on his speaker blasting it. His mom wasn't coming home tonight so he'd usually do this often.

Jisung sat there on his bed looking down thinking negatively to help himself cry. For some reason no tears would well up. He just thought about how happy Minho makes him and that he really does love him but doesn't want to admit it. Not even to himself.

Clink Clack

Jisung quickly turned his head to his window as he saw it slide up. He then saw Minho climb into the room and shutting the window. "Minho what the fuck?-" Minho turned around to Jisung looking angry. 'Oh god he's going to kill me isn't he.' "What the fuck is wrong with you!" Minho growled walking to the light switch to turn it on. Jisung stopped the song and turned off the LED lights.

"I cant believe you. I poured my heart out to you and then you fuck my roommate behind my back?" Minho yelled. The younger got off of the bed scowling. "I never even fucked him." Jisung replied firmly. "Oh yeah probably because he was the one fucking you." The older scoffed walking towards the silver haired boy. "I-" "And don't even try to protest. I saw everything. If I didn't stop you, you'd be getting pounded by Woosung. Why are you such a whore?!" Minho's voice was breaking as he felt himself tear up again.

Jisung froze. "A whore..?" The older clenched his fists reminding himself why he was here. "Yeah a whore. I bet you even messed around with that Donghyuck kid everyone has been talking about." Jisung looked down fiddling with his fingers. Minho scoffed once again. "Wow. I cant believe you. And to think that I really meant something to you?" The brunette paused. "I'm just a play toy like everyone else in the school. You're disgusting Han Jisung."

A tear rolled down Jisung's cheek as he sniffed. Minho noticed and realized how hard he was being on the boy. But he had to stay strong.

The brunette wiped the younger's tear with his thumb and walked towards the light switch to turn it off. He then walked to the window and left. Jisung fell to the ground as those words kept repeating themselves. 'You're disgusting Han Jisung.'

"I am disgusting."

Sorry for the inactiveness, holidays were going around and I've been under a lot of stress lately.

Edit: OH WAIT SHIT THANKS FOR 2K READS