I looked at myself in the mirror
Telling myself I can do this, I can do it for him.
I can do it for ash
A single tear slipped out my eye
"Amelia are you ready"
My aunt burst through the door making me jump
"As ready as I'll ever be"
I said to her putting on a fake smile.
I burst into tears I couldn't hold it in any longer.
I sat down on the bed and put my head in my hands
"Hey,i know its hard for you, it's hard for me to but we'll get through it together ok Hun it'll get better soon " she said wiping the tears off my face
"How will I do this without him" I said leaning my head on her shoulder, crying into her lilac hair
Yes lilac hair ,my whole family is like that, we all love rock music and we all play instruments, my dad was in a rock band they were quite popular and my mum was a groupie that he fell in love with, my dad died 7 years ago from drugs and my mum is in the hospital so me and ash were left to Marie she's only 23 ,she's not some annoying old lady ,but she was the closest family relative she's like an older sister to me, and she was to ash to.
"Do what?" She asked
"Live" I replied looking at her
"Oh hunny" she said pulling me into the biggest hug ever
She pulled away and looked at me straight in the eyes
"Now go re do your make up and we'll make it through together" she said walking out the room .
I started to put on some concealer under my eyes when someone else knocked on the door
"I'm nearly done aunt ma...." I said as I turned around to realise it was the last person I wanted to see right now
"Calum This isn't the right time okay" I said to him turning back round to the mirror
"time for what?" He asked
"Time for you" I replied in a annoyed tone
"But we need to talk"
"No we don't ,you cheated on me with Kelsey ,she was my best friend " I said on the verge of crying again
"But I love you" he said softly
"That's obviously a lie Calum"
"But its not my fault your to much of an idiot to realise" he said shouting
"I'm sorry ameli..."
"Just leave" I said not looking at him.
" I love you" he said closing the door
" I love you to" I whispered under my breath.
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