I was staring into the void when someone sat beside me facing the opposite view of what I am looking at.
Facing that person, I remembered how I shouldn't faced him. The eyebrows and eyelashes of him I once loved looked like a past picture passing through my head.
"Are you afraid of me? Or taking a risk for me?" he asked
I shook my head and smiled a little.
"No, I am not. Not you or in taking risks."
I sighed and continued
"What I am most afraid of is your dreams."
He looked at me and yes, he was indeed looking like a dream to me now.
"Because no matter how much I love them, they are the ones that push me away from you."
My eyes started to sting but I know I should keep myself together.
"I am that sacrifice for your dreams, aren't I?" I asked and he looked away
Seeing him right now, no matter how much hatred I try to put in me or how much angry words I try to stuff in my head, I just can't do it. Cause the thing that encompasses hatred is love.
"I just want you to know that whatever stage you are climbing up, I am always at its below and I would still smile at you."
He looked at me. I smiled at him.
"I want you to know that I am always proud of you no matter what kind of achievement it is."
I looked at him sincerely. And told him the most sincere words I always tell him since we first met.
"I believe in you."
