Stay With Me ( 18+ Sope)

Chapter Two

Stay with me...
Chapter two

Hoseok pov:
This morning when I woke up, I felt something I haven't felt in a while.. I don't know exactly how to describe it, but I just didn't feel like getting out of bed.. I was tired of being hurt I guess. Not physically hurt, just emotionally.. and it's not on purpose, the guy doesn't even know I exist.. yes, I said guy. I don't know why people always get so shocked and give me weird looks, I mean it's kinda obvious I'm a little different.. only my mom knows, and she supports me. I'll never ever tell my dad though, he's one of those strict parents that isn't afraid to beat you in public if you mess up. I don't blame him though, he just wants the best for me. After a while, I finally get out of bed, and the first thing I did was check my phone as usual. The only notifications I had were "battery significantly charged," and "iPhone storage full." I don't even know what the storage is full of.. I mean it's not like I have many friends, which my family thinks is surprising. They call me their sunshine, because whenever someone's upset, I smile, make a few little jokes if I can, and then it normally makes things better.. I put my phone down and change into comfortable clothes, getting ready to go on my Saturday morning walk. I say goodbye to my mom and dad and walk out the door, and start heading towards the little park I sometimes go to when I'm stressed. It was perfect for many reasons. Nobody was ever there, so it was quiet and peaceful, there are a lot of colorful plants and trees, and there's a really nice bridge I like to go to. The view from the bridge is beautiful, I sometimes find myself getting carried away admiring the view and end up spending hours there. As I walk closer to the bridge, I see a figure. It looked like a small boy. As I got closer, I realized that it was not a boy, but a teenager like me. I got a bit concerned, as I had never seen this boy around here. I stayed back and watched his movements for a bit. He had a worried expression on his face, yet at the same time..he seemed relaxed, and at peace. I saw him slowly getting closer to the edge, and it finally came to me. I knew what he was planning on doing. It hurts so bad to see people like this, but for some reason I hurt even more for this boy.. all of a sudden, he tripped. He was falling. I didn't know what to do and I panicked. Everything happened so quickly, I can barely remember. It felt like I wasn't breathing, or even existing for that matter.. I quickly grabbed the boy from wherever I could, which of course with my luck happened to be his waist. I pulled him up and laid him down on the bridge, resting his head on my lap so he wasn't uncomfortable. He was breathing, but unconscious. I decided to wait for him to wake up instead of reporting it, because you never know what's going on with people and their lives. I didn't want to cause any more issues for him.. he looked so peaceful as he slept on my lap. I couldn't resist and I started playing with his hair a bit, for some reason it made me smile. I started looking at his face, admiring his features. He looked very familiar.. and then it came to me. I knew exactly who he was. He was Min Yoongi. The guy. He slowly started waking up and I panicked. He was about to know I existed. Would he be angry at me? Would he hate me? Perhaps he would be happy and thankful? I don't think it would be the last one, as much as I was hoping for. I saw his eyes open, and I could sense he was a bit afraid to be resting on some random guys lap. I said something along the lines of "are you okay, sir?" Sir. Fucking sir. What was I thinking? Sir makes him sound old! What if he hated it? He opened his mouth, I could tell he was searching for some words, but it also seemed as if he had forgotten how his body worked, and wasn't completely awake yet. I smiled softly at him, attempting to let him know everything was alright and he should take his time. After I smiled, I could've sworn I saw him blush a bit. I ignored it. There was no way I could have made THE MIN YOONGI, bad boy, rebel, the "I don't give a shit" trouble maker blush. He moved a bit, attempting to sit up. I gently moved my arms around him trying to assist him a bit. After he sat up, and was finally appearing to be awake, I gently took his hand in mine. I don't know what I was thinking. Why would he let me touch his hand like that? I was expecting him to pull away, but instead he just sat there, looking at the gentle movements I was making in an attempt to calm him down. I could tell he was feeling a bit anxious from his hands shaking a little in mine, and I said in the calmest, friendliest voice I could possibly make, "hey, are you alright? You can tell me what happened, I promise I'll keep it between us.. and if you need me to, I'll give you a ride to the hospital." I felt him flinch a bit when I mentioned the word "hospital." I decided that I wouldn't use that word again as long as we were talking. After a bit of thinking, he finally responded. He told me he was fine, and it was an accident. I saw what happened, and didn't believe him.. but I played along. I decided to change the subject, and started talking about other things. After a bit of talking, I finally got the courage to tell him we went to the same school. All of a sudden, I realized that he had stopped smiling and was looking away from me. "Oh..so you know how I am. I'm sorry, please don't view me differently. Yeah I drink. Yeah I fight. But I have my reasons, I swear I'm a nice person, I just have a lot of flaws.." for some reason, it seemed as if he was trying..to get close to me. I couldn't. I love him. I'll mess it up. But I couldn't stop talking to him. I couldn't leave him here like this. We kept talking.. and then I saw he was tired. I offered to drive him home, and he immediately turned the offer down. He said that his house wasn't a home. I didn't know exactly what he meant, and my dumbass offered to let him stay with me. He agreed, and I knew I fucked up.
-to be continued-