feels

song #1

i hate this

i hate to admit it

but i like you

no not just like a friend

and I'm dying here

knowing you don't like me back.

i know it's childish

i hate the way it feels

but i also love it

when u come in my dreams

down on one knee,

and im screaming yes!

i know, it will never be this way

and i know, you will never feel the same

and im trying

but i can't hold back.

and i know, I'll live to regret this

and i know, i won't forget it

someone, please fix my brain

i haven't slept for days!

and i hate it

when my friends tease me by your name

when you walk by

i say that they're all lame 

but I'm smiling

and you're smiling back.

and i know, i know you think it's all a game

and i know, you will never feel the same,

and I'm dying!

at least i wrote a good song,

i'll somehow carry on