Sweet Fang || Stray kids || SeungJin

Chapter 5 : Worth it

" You wanna know why? " Hyunjin asked and waited for Seungmin's response. But he didn't. Well, Hyunjin didn't need that anyway because he'll still say it even if Seungmin didn't want to hear it.

Hyunjin became calmer now that he realized what feeling that was.

It was..

" Jealous. "

" What? " Seungmin finally gave a response. And finally Hyunjin could hear his calm tone slipped away.

" I'm jealous. I am so fucking jealous. I don't want anybody near you. I don't want anybody to take care of you. I can take care of you by myself. " Hyunjin said and Seungmin could only widen his eyes, still confused.

" What are you trying to tell me? "

" I fell for you. " That word slipped out of Hyunjin, he never thought about it. Not at all. But the word comes out very easily and it relieved the angry feeling he was holding back. Once again Seungmin didn't respond.

" Now look at me. " Hyunjin said.

" No. "

" Why? "

" Just no. "

" I asked why. "

Seungmin was finally pissed by Hyunjin's attitude. He ignored him and didn't say anything about it. But Hyunjin really won't shut up.

" Why are you avoiding me like this? I'm not even telling you to return my feelings right now. I just want you to at least look at me. " Hyunjin said, but not in an angry tone. Instead, his tone sounded calm. And at that moment, Seungmin realized that the situation has been reversed.

" Well i don't want to. " Seungmin just kept refusing because he really didn't know what to say anymore. He just really hoped that Hyunjin would stop asking if he stay patient.

" Why? " But Hyunjin was not giving up very easily and it pissed Seungmin even more to hear him, being so calm.

" Stop asking me! " Seungmin raised his voice but still didn't move from his position.

" I'm not stopping until you answer me. " Hyunjin said and at this point Seungmin felt like Hyunjin just wanted to piss him off or something. That's really not like Hyunjin because usually when Seungmin refuses, Hyunjin would just let it slide but that day, Hyunjin was acting so different.

" Just shut up! Shut up okay?! Who do you think you are bossing me around like that?! And telling me not to get close with the other?! Who are you to tell me what to do?! " Seungmin could only hope that Changbin and Felix who was next door won't hear them. Because the last thing he wanted was getting caught fighting and having to explain what happened.

" I saved your life. " Hyunjin simply answered as he got up and sat down on the bed, not planning to sleep in any moment. Seungmin was so ready to punch him across the face.

" If i knew you will be acting like this, i'd prefer you left me in the snow that day! "

" Just like what your family did to you? "

The next thing that Seungmin knew was him punching Hyunjin on his left cheek hard. Hyunjin raised his hand to touch where Seungmin punch and then chuckled. Then he looked at Seungmin who was glaring at him but got tears in his eyes. Hyunjin smiled.

" You finally look at me. " He said while casually crossed his legs. Seungmin gritted his teeth.

" You can't just do this to me! It's unfair! You intruded into my life just like that! Making me do al of these cafe thing! For some damn reason i am now stuck with you! My heart is always beating so fast everytime you smiled at me. I hate it! I hate this feeling! I wanna get rid of it. "