noah quickly shut his phone down , letting the picture of finn and jack run through his mind . he waited for the tears to fall but yet nothing came . he waited for his heart to start aching , but felt nothing . he glanced around his bedroom , everything seemed normal . no pain nor regret . he smiled to himself and bounced out of bed , heading to his bathroom . he noticed that he hadn't been taking care of himself ever since he started dating finn .. he reached for his florence products and washed up .
he happily skipped down his stairs and walked into the kitchen and cooked an omelette .. finns favorite . he stared hard at the omelette and still felt nothing but pure happiness . he nodded and let out a small "hm" before taking his breakfast back up into his room .
noah looked at his phone seeing that his lockscreen is still the picture of finn giving him a piggy back ride , he smiled but that smile quickly faded but he still felt no pain . he went into his settings and changed his lockscreen to this :
he scrolled through his contacts eventually blocking finn and jacks number , him and jack used to be very very close until a scandal involving both of them occurred and jack decided to throw noah under the bus , throwing dirt on his name . he saw the group chat of him and his closest friends that so happened to have finn in it , he took a deep breath and ..
noah schnapp🥴🏳️🌈 left the chat at 3:46 pm
he wasn't hurting he was happy , relieved and finally taking care of himself , he knew that finn was doing the same .. but how noah was so wrong .
i'm so sorry for leaving you all , i love you all🥺.